Yeah i totally feel you. I myself am not even a *sadistic* tickler, haha.. I tend to turn to sensually tickling and mix it up but it not like I really tickled a lot. Most tickling action I ever got was a fwb. But yeah I jus say wait till you feel and trust someone enough. I remember a friend of mine was payed to be tickled and she though oh ok, piece of cake. The thing was she had to be in her bra and panties and tied down. She really needed the money so she did it but as she told me, she HATED every second cuz the guys was an asshole and wouldn't stop even after the safe word. It was a friend of a friend that was interested in her and he had a tickle fetish. Haha.. well she never spoke to him after that but ever since then she never likes to be tickled.