33 blues

[neonlight1]

i just wrote this.not really bothered what people think of it.Parts of it i like.

33 blues
Current mood: pissed off

I'm 33
Still anger inside of me
still people thinking
i'm out of my tree
still a shadow of my former self
still painting stupidity
still a slave to my Dell
still not totally out of my shell
still one step away from chatroom hell
still the black and grey
still the comfort zone
still the change unchanged
still a way to bleed my heart
still my way to kill myself
still the work in fours
still you crazy kid
still of what i did
still of more what i said
still the spikes in my head
still the preferrred list
still the phone call
that hurts so much
I feel sick
I'm going to lay
on my bed.
even still the self indulgence of apathy.