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A whole other life

prcantickler

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How does this world affect your normal life, ever since that day when i decided to put search for tickle on yahoo my life changed forever and its almost like having another secret life, what about you guys?
 
asltickler said:
How does this world affect your normal life, ever since that day when i decided to put search for tickle on yahoo my life changed forever and its almost like having another secret life, what about you guys?
Their are days it feels like that. but for the most part it's like a release. i've always been a ler, i used to get iun trouble at school because i would tickle random people just to hear them laugh. nw, i have a much more practical outlet...one which doesn't force me to fight any angry boyfriends.

I can really understand where your coming from, but when you consider that most people have a 'secret life' which includes crime, terrorism, pedophilia, and how many thousands that cheat on their significant other. this is actually not a bad secretm life to have...........



.........well unless your a hypersensitive person with a fear of being tickled.
 
nowthat that's said, soap boxes are 3-4-a-dollar down at the corner market
 
I get you , and i never said it was bad you know, its just a weird thing and the good thing is that its a good weird thing, some people just dont understand.
 
I know just how you feel, skirting the edges of society living your double lives, making excuses and such to keep the darkness upon the eyelids of those who would ridiicule.
 
Just letting you all in on a little secret.

I lead a normal life by day and am a super hero at night.

Now thats a whole other life. 😀
 
Darkwolf makes an excellent point on which I'd like to elaborate. We tickle folk tend to be very guarded about our tickling fetish. The thought of those we know in our daily circles finding out about it fills us with embarrassment, shame, even dread. I spent the entire decade of the seventies living in fear that somebody might find out how I really felt about tickling. Of course that was when I believed myself to be the only person on the face of the planet with a fetish for tickling.

In the early eighties I was out of the Army and working full time as a productive member of society. :wooha: Having been around the world and seen and heard much, I decided that I would no longer be ashamed or embarrassed about my tickling fetish, and began to freely discuss it. As I suspected, most vanilla people aren't as clueless to the world of fetish as we tend to think. When I talked about tickling, it was completely without embarrassment or shame. I would refer to tickling as if it were the coolest thing in the world, and some people became interested. I also stopped labelling it as a "fetish," a word that raises a red flag with many folks. Instead, I'd just say that I really like it a lot.

To bring this all around to a single point, let me say with as much earnest as I can, that when you compare tickling to the other fetishes out there, we struck the lottery, folks. Any one of us could have ended up with bestiality, necrophilia, pedophilia, brown or golden showers, not to mention Pain. Most fetishes are very limited in where they can take place. Tickling is different. We can take it out of the bedroom, out of the dungeon, out of the freakin gutter, and satisfy our tickling needs in the fully clothed realm of mainstream society.
 
OMG I'd be crazy if I couldn't come here every once in a while. Besides all the tickling stuff, it's a great place to come and not get judged.

Buuuuut NOT besides all the tickling stuff, my life has changed only slightly since I found out. Honestly, it's been a great thing. I've got loads more friends, and an outlet for anger/frustration/sadness irl, and oh yea, a great place to get all that ticklin stuff out!😀
 
I don't think I have a whole "other" life...I'm pretty much the same person on here as I am in my day to day life...I just don't tell the folks in my daily life what fun times I have in the bedroom...for me, being the token homosexual in my current program of study, I know better than to discuss my bedroom activities with my classmates, even when they are discussing their own fun, as I know it makes them uncomfortable...and, frankly, it's not their business. So yes, I'm hiding something from them that would probably humiliate me to the depths of my soul if they found out...but it's not their business to know anyway, so it's not a big deal to me. The few friends of mine who know don't bring it up, and, if they do, they are very careful about it...they know I am a vicious ler...😉
 
You are so right Drew70 and its true what tklvr18 says this is the best place in the world because nobody judges you and most of all mostly everbody understands one another and what we are or were going through.
 
I certainly feel as if I live a double life, although oddly it's not to do with me being ashamed of my interest tickling. It's mainly because I'm quite shy around girls. When I do get a girlfriend (I'm not one of these guys who moans about never getting a girlfriend - I was like that at one time, grown out of it now), I'll be perfectly happy to share my love of tickling with them in a way that is not too forceful and (hopefully) enjoyable for her too.

Until then, I sneak about the boards and take comfort from the fact that there is enough of us to have a 'community'. 😀
 
How does this world affect your normal life, ever since that day when i decided to put search for tickle on yahoo my life changed forever and its almost like having another secret life, what about you guys?

Well, my first tickle-related search was on google and was called ticklish girls. I didn't even have the nerve to use the explorer or mozilla or opera, but used another less popular explorer instead cause I didn't know how to clean the history and I didn't want anyone else using my computer to find out. Even that was a challenge. My hands were trembling and it took a lot of courage for me to spell the first word "ticklish". After quite a time (quite a few days actually) I gathered the courage to actually spell that words and press the search button. The reason I didn't have the courage was because I imagined the intelligence will knock on my door and make fun of me, make me feel like a fool. I also expected I will only find mocking links meant especially for me. In spite of all those dreadful thoughts I still performed this search because I couldn't bear the pressure anymore, I wasn't even thinking normally, I was obsessed with feet and tickling, I was craving like a starving wild animal, and I thought I was going insane (and I think I would've gone insane should I not find tickling on the internet). The first site I stumbled across was real tickling. I was shocked that there was actually tickling, and professional tickling on the internet. I was expecting some mockery there meant especially for me (I didn't know fetishes even exist, and what are they, especially I didn't know there is such thing as tickling fetish, and I'm not the only one with this problem.) I still thought those pictures from the real tickling site were some mockery from someone who perhaps read my mind or something. I was confused, terrified, shocked, amazed, frustrated, angry, aroused, fascinated, feeling like I discovered a portal to a new dimension, like I discovered something unheard of and completely unknown, and not 100% sure I was awake. Only my amazement assured me I'm awake, because when you're dreaming it's harder to be surprised. It took me quite a while to admit this is actually a fetish that exists and is practiced by others (still this thing is something dreadfully unusual and weird in my country). Day after day I was scheming and waiting for an opportunity to find a date that I could tickle. I was thinking I could start vanilla foreplay and then lightly tickling her for example and say it makes my cock hard like a stallion's, or marry a poor girl that's interested in living better and put up with my fetish in exchange for a better life. There were a lot of other ideas raging though my mind raging from somehow normal like those two posted above to others that were completely insane. My mind was very tormented because of this fetish that I could hardly see any tickling around me or be tickled myself and not get angry. Not even angry but completely enraged. It was so frustrating and embarrassing and annoying that I think I'm lucky I haven't gone insane by now and I had to fight with it a lot. Looking back I am proud that at least I survived and resisted and have not snapped under the burden. I don't think many people could have resisted such frustration, let alone those other feelings. At least I think I found the way. Prostitution is the only way of indulging this fetish, and as discreet as possible. Also I still try to remove it with meditation, and perhaps at least I will manage to boost my vanilla side. I also hope that i will manage to melt that neural path that links tickling with sexual arousal in my subconsciousness. I tested myself after a few meditation (some kind of self hypnosis) and from the first results I think it will work. I watched a tickling video and it didn't give me any erection, while a blowjob video did. I tried it several times and in the end the tickling video started to arouse me again. I believe if I will mediate and constantly relate arousal strictly to tits and asses and completely stop looking at tickle videos I will eventually succeed in my goal.
 
can still remember the day a got my own internet with my own computer and no one beeing able to view my web history or th kind of picture i collected at the beginning... great time...
 
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