Confessions of a Sadist
By JJ82284
This is the story of a Sadist
One who makes others suffer
And the special one he loves to torment
HER above any other
Her every breath insults me
Coldly devoid of deception
Keeping from me what I hold most dear
Her stoicism a mockery of my perfection
Her rare words of compliment
My world’s greatest addiction
She keeps them from me always
Rejoicing in my affliction
Like a cruel Mistress she torments me
Disrupting my perfect lie
She covets the power she holds over me
And the pain I feel inside
I Hate everything about her
Like the way she makes me feel
I Hate the way she makes me stare at her
Or that only SHE seems real
I Hate the way she looks at me
I Hate it when she hides her smile
I Hate it when she makes me laugh
Especially when she makes me feel like a child.
You see she does these things on purpose
Always abusing my loyal affection
Now she finally lies bound before me
Devoid of any protection
Finally I start to let go
This is only the beginning
She deserves all of the malicious darkness
That she so stubbornly Arouses… within me
It plays back so slowly in my mind
Remembering every transgression
Now the grand hour has finally come
For the Master to teach HER a lesson
Before… She derived great joy
In falsifying my perfect world
Now I will take my malicious pleasure
Tormenting my little Pearl
Her panicked look excites me
All of her is finally mine
I bask in the eternal sunshine
Of my Sadistic mind
Soon she will be laughing
Only then can I feel alive
Unable to stop screaming
Now that true helplessness has arrived
I taste her fear with an impassioned kiss
Her lips are as sweet as wine
My menacing fingers start to dance
Her desperate squirming fills my mind
In her delicate ears I slowly whisper
As my evil hands start searching
That much to her twisted delight
I promise to show NO MERCY
The waves of pleasure wash over me
My raging lust hot as fire
Now I finally have the power
To give HER what SHE desires
Her precious laughter starts to flow
Just as sure as gravity
And In this precious moment
MY illusion… becomes... My REALITY!
By JJ82284
This is the story of a Sadist
One who makes others suffer
And the special one he loves to torment
HER above any other
Her every breath insults me
Coldly devoid of deception
Keeping from me what I hold most dear
Her stoicism a mockery of my perfection
Her rare words of compliment
My world’s greatest addiction
She keeps them from me always
Rejoicing in my affliction
Like a cruel Mistress she torments me
Disrupting my perfect lie
She covets the power she holds over me
And the pain I feel inside
I Hate everything about her
Like the way she makes me feel
I Hate the way she makes me stare at her
Or that only SHE seems real
I Hate the way she looks at me
I Hate it when she hides her smile
I Hate it when she makes me laugh
Especially when she makes me feel like a child.
You see she does these things on purpose
Always abusing my loyal affection
Now she finally lies bound before me
Devoid of any protection
Finally I start to let go
This is only the beginning
She deserves all of the malicious darkness
That she so stubbornly Arouses… within me
It plays back so slowly in my mind
Remembering every transgression
Now the grand hour has finally come
For the Master to teach HER a lesson
Before… She derived great joy
In falsifying my perfect world
Now I will take my malicious pleasure
Tormenting my little Pearl
Her panicked look excites me
All of her is finally mine
I bask in the eternal sunshine
Of my Sadistic mind
Soon she will be laughing
Only then can I feel alive
Unable to stop screaming
Now that true helplessness has arrived
I taste her fear with an impassioned kiss
Her lips are as sweet as wine
My menacing fingers start to dance
Her desperate squirming fills my mind
In her delicate ears I slowly whisper
As my evil hands start searching
That much to her twisted delight
I promise to show NO MERCY
The waves of pleasure wash over me
My raging lust hot as fire
Now I finally have the power
To give HER what SHE desires
Her precious laughter starts to flow
Just as sure as gravity
And In this precious moment
MY illusion… becomes... My REALITY!
OooOOooo JJ, very nice. I'm so happy to see someone else contributing to this section. Poetry is powerful stuff and this piece of yours certainly is that in all sorts of ways. Nice little window into the mind of a Sadist. 
Very nice work! I really like this piece...it offers a beautiful view into the mind of a Ler 
