You would think that being the living dead you would no longer concern yourself with that which use to make you human,but the fact is,since the night that Elizabeth turned me I can think of nothing else.I still long for those pleasures that so many take for granted.To feel the sunlight warm my face again was something I could only dream about now,The night and darkness was all that was mine.I only hoped that my books would contain something useful,Something I was becoming aware of my senses were heightened or more accurately they were be coming fine tuned,I was sensing Elizabeth,she was near.I would have never regarded Elizabeth as my vampiric mother,even though I was infact her bloodspawn.The sense began to grow dull,she had moved on,and wondered how many would suffer this curse before the night was over.I found myself hating my kind,I had no choice but to live as a vampire,however given the chance I would destroy any I came across.Elizabeth would more,perhaps even a army of the undead and this simply could not be.I found in one my books that a vampire can feed on the blood of other vampire rather than that of human being.My hatred for other vampires was such that I decided that I would rather drain the life from other vampire than to turn a human into the living dead,in which case I would destroy them anyway.I knew if Elizabeth sensed my hatred for her and the others she might well take it on herself to destroy me,I would have to stay one step ahead of her.I was about to turn my back on the vampiric family I was an unwilling part of.I would no longer take human life,I would instead feed on rats and small animals,I reasoned even fish have blood.In the mean time I began to train my body and mind for what lay ahead of me.I knew it was only a matter of time before they(The undead) would come for me and then it would be kill or be killed.