my 2 cents on X
I guess I can comment on this topic now, because last month I did try ecstacy for the first and last time. here is what I can offer about it....
first of all, I knoiw it is horribly bad for you, and it will either kill you that night if you get a bad pill, or over time it will simply destroy you if you continiue to use it.... however, after I figured out I wasn't going to die that night, I had a really great time.
The feeling it gave me was one of overwhelming love and happiness... the name is right, it was one of the best feelings of my life. I felt really "huggy" with everyone......I just couldn;t hug people I knew enough. That was a good thing.
As far as sex goes... it makes you want to touch and be touched by everyone but not in a sexual way. It was more pressure contact I was seeking, squeezing and being squeezed. I would say that if you are looking for it to enhance a tickling scenario, no chance.... I was rubbing girls all night and I never once thought about tickling, feet (in a sexual way, even though I was giving foot massages) or anything sexual.
also, it will definately lower your inhibitions. If you don't like to lose control, don't do it.
and finally.... I AGREE with everyone who said they felt horrible the next day..... imagine being really hung over and having a really bad cold at the same time.
all that being said, I am glad I did it....
I learned a lot about myself from all of the drugs I have done in my time, (mary jane, and I tripped once too)because it let me look at the world in a new way... from that, I can take what I learned and use it in my everyday life... from pot I learned a greater appreciation for music, and the subtler smaller things in life.... I learned to stop, look around and appreciate the minutia in the world.... because thats what pot does to a person... makes you overanalyze everything... from ex, I learned that my overwhelming feelings of love and positivity for the world are the way I want to be.... I kept telling everyone I feel like this all the time, and they wondered what I was talking about.... what I meant was that I feel a lot of love all the time... just like everyone on the drug did.... and although being a loving sensitive person can be painful at times, if everyone else wants to take a drug to get that way... I must be doing something right....
The moral of this story is that you have to be careful, but I don't think experimentation is a bad thing, as long as you set safe limits for yourself..you might even learn something about yourself or about life... truly, ecstacy is something to be afraid of.... if you get into the lifestyle of it you will gett messed up.....
no matter what ... be careful
By the Way... I'm not trying to endorse or bsh drugs here, they are what they are and that is different for different people.
Hope sharing my experiences helped anyone who might be curious.
Slappy McGee