Nevordan1
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I met a woman in AMT when it was still a happening place (we all know what happened there)... I talked to her through on-line instant messaging every day for a year, and now we've been living together for a year. I haven't really talked to anyone in the TK community for a very long time, partly because of that, and partly because I feel like a stranger now, and nobody knows the name I used to go by there. Anyway, I thought I would come out and talk about what my first experience with another tk fetishist was like... actually, it was the first time I've ever tied anyone up, and it was the first time I'd ever been tied up. That I did not have any problems with. I've always liked the idea of bondage, but I think I'd consider myself more of a "'ler" than a "'lee". I had slowly grown to like the idea of being 50/50 since I discovered there was even such a thing as a tickle fetish, so I would still consider myself 50/50... but let me tell you, I found out that I am 10x more ticklish than I thought!!!! For a guy, I find that very odd. Maybe I just have distorted preconceptions... I always thought most guys weren't ticklish, and I always considered myself lucky to be... well... I *used* to HAHA!
Getting her was really fun, but I am not ruthless. After hearing her beg for a few seconds I'd have to stop and let her catch her breath. It was nothing like I expected it to be. Yaqi once told me that it's never like you expect. Your fantasies are different. And he was right. I wonder how he's doing nowadays? I hope he's doing better...
And speaking of Yaqi, I once asked him what it was like to be tickled mercilessly, and he told me, "Oh, it was great!" ACK! My friend, I do NOT share that opinion, I'm sorry... after a few seconds, I could not breathe... a few seconds later, she would stop, and I would instantly feel a stabbing pain in my head from the lack of oxygen... ouchie! I guess she overdid it. I guess when it comes right down to it, I'm too ticklish to enjoy being the victim for very long. I wish it were otherwise.
All in all, I found that love changes things when it comes to anything. Although we always tickle eachother every single day, rarely do we tie eachother up. I think it's really too much for either of us. We both like to give it, but we can't stand to take it... which is actually kinda depressing if you think about it. Ah well... that's life. I consider myself lucky to have found someone with the same fetish and same interests as me.
Okay, I realize my story sucks. I am a bit rusty on posting messages these days. I wonder if anyone has a similar story though?
Getting her was really fun, but I am not ruthless. After hearing her beg for a few seconds I'd have to stop and let her catch her breath. It was nothing like I expected it to be. Yaqi once told me that it's never like you expect. Your fantasies are different. And he was right. I wonder how he's doing nowadays? I hope he's doing better...
And speaking of Yaqi, I once asked him what it was like to be tickled mercilessly, and he told me, "Oh, it was great!" ACK! My friend, I do NOT share that opinion, I'm sorry... after a few seconds, I could not breathe... a few seconds later, she would stop, and I would instantly feel a stabbing pain in my head from the lack of oxygen... ouchie! I guess she overdid it. I guess when it comes right down to it, I'm too ticklish to enjoy being the victim for very long. I wish it were otherwise.
All in all, I found that love changes things when it comes to anything. Although we always tickle eachother every single day, rarely do we tie eachother up. I think it's really too much for either of us. We both like to give it, but we can't stand to take it... which is actually kinda depressing if you think about it. Ah well... that's life. I consider myself lucky to have found someone with the same fetish and same interests as me.
Okay, I realize my story sucks. I am a bit rusty on posting messages these days. I wonder if anyone has a similar story though?
