..Glamorous..
2nd Level Blue Feather
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Hmm, where to start.. I suck at talking about myself.
.About Me.
My name is Cindy, I am a full time student majoring in Meteorology. I am 21 years old, I have a ten month old son and I have been married since June 2007. My Mother-in-law is a Mod (Mistress Aura), and I feel like I'm the only person EVER to NOT hate their Mother-in-law. LOL. I am one of seven kids, yupp. I also have a little sister that's younger than my son. I think it's amazing. People make fun of my mom for it but I think it's great.
.Interests.
One of my favorite things on the planet is the beach, I grew up there and after high school moved to Fort Myers, Florida. Unfortunately I am back in the mountains, but one day I'll move back to Fort Myers, it is the most beautiful place I have ever been.
Another favorite of mine is music. My favorite bands are Bayside, Emery, Fall out boy, Hawthorne heights, MSI (Mindless Self Indulgence) and Underoath. I also have soft spot of Britney Spears, make fun if you must, but she got me through a lot.
Music is everything to me and no matter what song it is I can relate my past or present to it. In fact, all of my children will have music related names, Jordan is named after Jordan Knight from the New kids on the block. We are thinking the name Emery for our next.
Dance is a big favorite for me. I am a former Go-Go dancer, I used to work select clubs in Charlotte, NC and a Few in Naples and Fort Myers, Florida. It is a main way for me to express myself as is my music. I can't live without either.
My son, he is an amazing person. He wants to learn so much. I pray to god all the time that he is nothing like me. I want him to be better than that and I want him to know what it feels like to be happy. He is my world. He showed this poor little emo kid that life does get better.
Summer time, I love everything about it. I relaxes me like no other and for 3 months out of the year I am tolerable.
Tattoos, yupp. I love them, personally I would love to get a sleeve. However, everyone tells me that's trashy.
and finally karaoke, because for just 5 minutes, I can be someone else.
.Why I'm a little on the emo side.
My parents divorced when I was 7 yrs old. My dad tried to be manipulative and get his way using his kids (that he didn't even want to begin with). This fucked me up for years. As I got older, I began to believe everything he said about me and everything about life. He was determined to bring at least one of his kids down with him. A lot of my issues stem from what he implanted in my brain, unfortunately I believe them enough that they will never go away.
When I had my son, He showed up (flew all the way from NJ) to tell me that I fucked up and asked how I would like it if he took him away from me. I never spoke to him again. Still, that does nothing for the damage he did to me.
Other than my dad, My ex-fiance Rob also did similar things to me. Which truly made me believe I will never be good enough.
Have I ever been happy? Not sure, but I know that I have felt happiness in various situations. In fact, I can pin-point 3 times I was the happiest. 1) The day Jordan was born. 2) June 28, 2006 and 3) The day I got married June 2, 2007.
Me on TMF
I'm not really all that different in real life than I am on the forum, However I tend to be LESS outspoken on the forum. I have made great friends, in fact some of the BEST people I have ever talked to I met on the forum. I have yet to meet anyone off the forum (aside from my mother-in-law) but I'll be taking care of that at Nest.
When I first came here I honestly had NO interest at all in tickling. So sue me. I was a member of a pregnancy forum, a few girls who I thought I was close to decided they didn't want me there and made it publicly know and completely unbearable for me to be there, I am still afraid to login there to this day. This was the only place I really felt safe.
As time when on, I developed a playful interest in tickling. Personally, I think it was always there just hiding. Or maybe it is a mental thing for me. Maybe it makes me happy for a small moment in time.
Emery- Walls
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-Dying my hair
-Sports
-School
-Weather
-Tattoos
-EYELINER
-Shopping
-Best buy
-News
-Margaritas
-Hookahs
-Dancing
-Driving around
-Singing
-Tanning
-New Jersey
-Cars
-Being touched by people I don't personally know
-People who think they are better than everyone
-Being talked down to
-Basketball
-Being asked stupid questions.. Ask Google. Not me.
-Random IM's asking my ASL? or If I want to play.
-Loud Rednecks
-Being made fun of
-Junk food
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