Or whatever forces' that is stopping me from enjoying the life I was have be living. I admit I have done wrong, I have lied, and stolen, but I never intentionally and/ or maliciously tried to harm another person. No matter how much I wanted to.
Yet, the powers that be have seen fit to place my life a few seconds off sync with everything else. If the power ball lottery was 6, 8, 10, 15, 43, 1. My numbers would be 5, 7, 11, 16, 42, 2. All my life I always just missed the bass ring by inches. While others that I know is way less desiring seems to hit the bull's eye while tripping over their own feet.
Maybe it is not meant for me to win the big prize, however I would be happy just to break even once in my life, before my time on earth is over. I'm not bitter much about how my life turned out. I just would like to see how it feels to have a day where everything goes as planned for once in my life.
Is that too much to ask for?
Yet, the powers that be have seen fit to place my life a few seconds off sync with everything else. If the power ball lottery was 6, 8, 10, 15, 43, 1. My numbers would be 5, 7, 11, 16, 42, 2. All my life I always just missed the bass ring by inches. While others that I know is way less desiring seems to hit the bull's eye while tripping over their own feet.
Maybe it is not meant for me to win the big prize, however I would be happy just to break even once in my life, before my time on earth is over. I'm not bitter much about how my life turned out. I just would like to see how it feels to have a day where everything goes as planned for once in my life.
Is that too much to ask for?