My best friend goes under the knife in 7 or 8 hours. I can't sleep. He has a 50/50 chance of surviving the surgery....
(I can post this here cause no one from my "real life" knows my TklTheater username...I don't want to alarm anyone by posting of F-Book etc)
Tomorrow could be the first day of a world without him. I just can't shake this thought. To make things worse I've been checking in on his home to walk the dog while he's in the hospital...
How do you describe what it's like to be in your best friend's empty home- with the very real possibility of his never coming back looming overhead?
If the worst happens the world will suck...but I'll go on, drearily, another huge measure of life drained out of my soul... and the world will be emptier...
(I can post this here cause no one from my "real life" knows my TklTheater username...I don't want to alarm anyone by posting of F-Book etc)
Tomorrow could be the first day of a world without him. I just can't shake this thought. To make things worse I've been checking in on his home to walk the dog while he's in the hospital...
How do you describe what it's like to be in your best friend's empty home- with the very real possibility of his never coming back looming overhead?
If the worst happens the world will suck...but I'll go on, drearily, another huge measure of life drained out of my soul... and the world will be emptier...