Hi, well I haven't been here in a very, very long time, since last fall. But I decided to come back permanently because I've realized this is what turns me on more than anything. I've had things about bdsm turning me on, pain, but as I've thought about things more and more, I've realized that tickle torture is by far my biggest fantasy. I have never done it to any women. I have never had it done to me. The whole "subject" I put for this message, I say that everyday (well I don't call myself Edge lol). But everyday I say to myself outloud "I am a sick man." Do you guys ever think of yourselves as sick? I can't help what excites me...but tickle torture does. Tying up a woman where she can't move and then torturing her excites me. Making her laugh uncontrollably is exciting to me, but even more exciting is hearing her beg for mercy to please stop...and when she begs for me to stop...I don't want to stop, thats what excites me not stopping. Am I a sick man? If I am please refer me to a doctor so I can be cured.