Hi, I'm Margo. I'm new to the forum and also a new ticklee. I am writing to tell my story of having had negative childhood tickling experiences and then having found a wonderful man, Rob (NotreDame6), who has reawakened me to tickling as an enjoyable sensation we can share.
Anyway, as someone who did not allow anyone to tickle me for about 16 years, I have recently discovered that tickling can be a pleasurable experience when it is done by someone I trust. My last experience being tickled was in college, when a BF would pin me to the bed and tickle me until I couldn't breathe and had to use an inhaler. Needless to say, that left a negative imprint almost as indelible as the one left by my older brother who tickled me until I cried when I was a child.
Rob and I have made arrangements for me to be hypnotized to reawaken certain dormant parts of my body to tickling and to associate tickling to erotic feelings/arousal for me. The hypnotist has suggested that my negative experiences with tickling have caused me to subconsciously numb certain parts of my body to tickling. I was wondering if anyone had this happen to you or someone close to you, and if you have seen this change for the better.
So far, the tickling experiences I've had with Rob are positively uplifting. I feel better after each experience, as if I had a sudden rush of endorphins, and almost require a daily "fix." On several occasions, I have spent hours strapped to his bed and have enjoyed being tickled in bondage. 😉 I just wish I could be more ticklish all over my body, instead of the few places now, such as my belly, sides, and underarms. We are hoping that the hypnosis will change that for me, but in the meantime, I would love to hear your feedback.
Anyway, as someone who did not allow anyone to tickle me for about 16 years, I have recently discovered that tickling can be a pleasurable experience when it is done by someone I trust. My last experience being tickled was in college, when a BF would pin me to the bed and tickle me until I couldn't breathe and had to use an inhaler. Needless to say, that left a negative imprint almost as indelible as the one left by my older brother who tickled me until I cried when I was a child.
Rob and I have made arrangements for me to be hypnotized to reawaken certain dormant parts of my body to tickling and to associate tickling to erotic feelings/arousal for me. The hypnotist has suggested that my negative experiences with tickling have caused me to subconsciously numb certain parts of my body to tickling. I was wondering if anyone had this happen to you or someone close to you, and if you have seen this change for the better.
So far, the tickling experiences I've had with Rob are positively uplifting. I feel better after each experience, as if I had a sudden rush of endorphins, and almost require a daily "fix." On several occasions, I have spent hours strapped to his bed and have enjoyed being tickled in bondage. 😉 I just wish I could be more ticklish all over my body, instead of the few places now, such as my belly, sides, and underarms. We are hoping that the hypnosis will change that for me, but in the meantime, I would love to hear your feedback.