not feeling myself today

[devious222]

Life has taken me threw so many twist and turns but yet I still feel stuck in the past few months I 've seen my friends all have finally found what they liked doing and are finally making something of them selves its been hard to keep a stable job while I feel like I'm still stuck on lonely island and the ship of happiness has sailed with all my friends on it. I'm also confuse about many things and wonder why has life brought me here to be honest you might not believe me but i 've helped out many people in my life still to this day and yet I still feel like im being ignored by god i'm not saying i should be rewarded by him but at least looked upon it makes me feel good to help others but its like whats the point of helping others when no has even helped me? some times i try to chin up because im still living but still struggling to live my love life isn't great either i have ex girlfriend who will always have to be a part of my life because we have 2 kids who are my every thing they are the reason i still have air in my lungs and the sun on my back im still living but even with that its hard to still pick them up because i still have to look at the face of betrayal everytime i get them there mother still wants to be with me in a way but she left me twice for the same guy she still apologizes and says she regrets everything but i dont know if my heart can risk another crack in it. i just want my kids to be happy and I want to be happy i want to find my blance ,and purpose ..

I don't mean to throw my problems out there especially in public but i figure maybe one outta of thousands of users might have some good advice

 

[Gothika]

try not to worry so much it not going to help just make things worse for ya just try to make the best of your situation that is all u can do right now dont stop going for what u want in life even if u fail at least u tried be happy with what u got things always have a way of working out but are always hard at first just keep on going man

 

[jhop220]

Life has taken me threw so many twist and turns but yet I still feel stuck in the past few months I 've seen my friends all have finally found what they liked doing and are finally making something of them selves its been hard to keep a stable job while I feel like I'm still stuck on lonely island and the ship of happiness has sailed with all my friends on it. I'm also confuse about many things and wonder why has life brought me here to be honest you might not believe me but i 've helped out many people in my life still to this day and yet I still feel like im being ignored by god i'm not saying i should be rewarded by him but at least looked upon it makes me feel good to help others but its like whats the point of helping others when no has even helped me? some times i try to chin up because im still living but still struggling to live my love life isn't great either i have ex girlfriend who will always have to be a part of my life because we have 2 kids who are my every thing they are the reason i still have air in my lungs and the sun on my back im still living but even with that its hard to still pick them up because i still have to look at the face of betrayal everytime i get them there mother still wants to be with me in a way but she left me twice for the same guy she still apologizes and says she regrets everything but i dont know if my heart can risk another crack in it. i just want my kids to be happy and I want to be happy i want to find my blance ,and purpose ..

I don't mean to throw my problems out there especially in public but i figure maybe one outta of thousands of users might have some good advice

One thing is...we're a big community here...don't ever apologize for seeking help because I believe a lot of us will gladly give it to you.

I'm going to throw something at you....

Don't rely on a deity to help jump start your life again. The tools and avenues are there for you. I understand this job market is shit. I'm also struggling in it, but I keep on trucking because there is nothing else one can do.

Your children should always be your beacon of hope and happiness. Whenever you feel low or depressed...grab a picture of them smiling or just think of them and that ship will be back at your docks. Those kids are your path to true happiness and I think you know that.

Whether or not to get back with your ex is something for you to ultimately decide. You maybe thinking of doing it for your kids but if that other dude is in the picture...I wouldn't touch it with a ten foot pole.

My advice is to focus on the finer things in life. Think of the birth of your kids, what it felt like to help a person in need, and how you can get your life back on track. Sitting in depression will never get you going again and you can't allow negative thoughts to take over. You got to look at yourself in the mirror...and see a smile come back at ya.

I think I saw something about a lonely island.....Here are a couple videos that may getcha a good laugh...


Jack Sparrow

3-Way

 

[♡AimLEE♡]

I don't really have any super, awesome advice...but...*hugs*