I'm so fuckin' stressed out. I keep feeling that I'm so different, amongst my friends, amongst my associates online... I get this nagging feeling that I'm unrelatable, that my interests and likes are so unreconcilable that I don't think I can actually communicate my thoughts and feelings on equal terms.
I also wish I had a mom I could talk to. I was adopted at birth, and as is the case with most people who are adopted, my family was so vastly different in mindset with me, that they seem unrelatable, too. I can't go to them with my problems, and I feel like a stranger around them now. They did their best, but I'm just... not like them.
Outside of being drunk, I guess I'm thinking right now about how much people don't get me, and how that always makes me feel like I'm on the outside.