Ok, this is pretty long so for now, I'm gonna post it in chapters. Here's your first, going from the top........
Chapter One.
Sure, some people may call it a problem, an addiction even. Well, they probably would if I was brave enough to tell anyone. It wasn’t bad as addictions go; not dangerous or unhealthy in any way. I mean look at all the different drugs people can get addicted to. My addiction didn’t go down my throat or up my nose, nor did it get injected into my arm. But it was a physical addiction. I wanted to tell my friend, and be honest with him but how could I? How do you tell a person something like that? How do you tell your best friend you've known since high school how much you want to be tickled? I left high school back in 2002; that’s eight years this summer. I had liked to be tickled since childhood but only when I saw a report on erotic tickling did I realise I had a fetish. This addiction grew when I joined a tickling site at 18.
I met this guy on a tickling fetish website I had joined. We got to know each other and after 4 weeks or so he made the drive to come see me. When he arrived we talked for a bit and then I led him to my room. My roommate was with her boyfriend so I knew we wouldn’t be disturbed. I didn’t have to work as it was a Saturday, so we had plenty of time to play. So we entered my room and he lifted the mattress to fasten his restraints underneath. When everything was ready, he turned to me and asked, "Ready sweetie?"
I took a deep breath and nodded. He held out his hand and led me to the bed. I lead on my back and rose my arms up over my head.
"If you want out, now is the time to tell me," he said.
"No," I replied, "go ahead- strap me down."
So he tied my wrists to the head of the bed and my ankles to the foot of the bed. Then he straddled my waist and kneeled above me, one knee on each side.
"Hhhmm, where to start?" he teased, knowing my most ticklish spots were my sides and hips.
We had discussed this session to death and now it was finally happening; I was so nervous, but excited at the same time.
"Michael don’t, you know where to go," I playfully whined at him, trying not to smile.
"Aww, but you have such a pretty smile," he said, "I think I can get you to smile bigger than that."
I squirmed as he wriggled his fingers above me, lowering them slowly down to my sides.
"Hehehe," I giggled as his fingers rested on my sides and started to very lightly scratch the flesh. Then his fingers started to wriggle up and down my sides.
"Nohohohoho," I giggled as he picked up speed.
"Doing ok hun?" he asked.
I nodded and said, "Yeah, do me a favour. Dig in a lil deeper for me?"
"Sure thing, if you can take it?" He smiled, winking at me.
"Please, I can handle anything you got," I replied with false bravado.
"Ooh good," he said, "a challenge."
"Eeeeeek!" I squealed as he dug his fingers between my ribs, "nohohohohoho! eeeehehehehehehehep!"
“Oh good, ticklish ribs!" He yelled over my screaming, "How many do we have here?"
He started to massage my ribs as he counted. It tickled like crazy and I enjoyed every second, no matter how much I told him to stop.
"Nohohoho, don’t count my rihihihihibs!" I laughed.
"Let's see," laughed Michael, pinching my ribs softly, "one, two, three......... hold still Kelly, or I'll have to start over," he teased, "four, five, six, seven, eight........"
"Michael stohohohohop it tickles!" I laughed as he continued to count all the ribs in my ribcage. "Nine, ten, eleven, twelve. Well, if you go by logic," he said, stopping so I could catch my breath, "if there are 12 on this side, there should be 12 on the other side. But just to be sure, I think we ought to check," he grinned evilly as I screeched my protest.
"Michael nohohoho, you know I have 24 ribs."
"I have to be sure of these things Kelly, I am a professional. Now let’s begin, keep still or I'll have to keep starting over."
When we had established that there were indeed 24 ribs in my ribcage, after he had started over four times, Michael had moved down to my stomach. He skittered and spidered his short fingernails all over my helpless belly, making me laugh and giggle uncontrollably.
Don’t get me wrong I was more than happy to get over that first session thing, but as I lay there laughing for Michael, something just didn’t feel right and I couldn’t put my finger on what it was.
We were done after an hour, I thanked him, gave him a hug and he drove home.
When my roommate came home we talked, like we always do. She told me about her day and then she asked about mine. I lied of course, telling her I had just watched a movie and had done stuff on the computer. After we had eaten, I took a shower before we settled in front of the television for the night. We flipped through the channels and settled on the discovery channel. But as Sarah watched the show, I sat and thought about what was wrong with my session. Maybe it was the fact that Michael’s tickling allowed me to think?
A few weeks went by and I was online, in the chat room, one Sunday night and someone PM'd me, like they do. I thought I would be polite so when he said hi I said hi back. The conversation started out pretty much what you would expect from that kind of chat room.
tklmeplease- Hi.
edwardc- How are you?
tklmeplease- Good, you?
edwardc- I'm good too thanks. So, lee I assume?
(Well duh)
tklmeplease- Yeah. You?
edwardc- I'm a ler.
(Shocker)
tklmeplease- Cool.
edwardc- Though it's been a while since my last session.
(Poor baby)
tklmeplease- Right. Mine was about 4 weeks ago; my first one.
edwardc- Good for you. How did it go?
tklmeplease- It was ok, I was happy to get my first one out of the way.
edwardc- Just ok? It seems you weren’t happy with your session?
tklmeplease- It wasn’t bad, I think it was only my ler's second ever session.
edwardc- Ah I see. So I assume you would like another session?
(Here we go)
meplease- Yeah, it's just hard to find someone who really understands how I want to be tickled
edwardc- I see. It's interesting to find a lee that doesn’t have a love hate relationship with being tickled.
tklmeplease- Oh no, I love nothing more than to be strapped half naked to a bed and tickle tortured.
edwardc- Finding someone with this attitude is very rare.
(Come on I said half naked, take the bait so this conversation can end)
tklmeplease- Funny, I thought all male lers wanted their lees to beg for mercy. No offence.
edwardc- None taken. Quite a few guys do have that attitude, but not all of us.
tklmeplease- Yeah I know, not everyone has the same opinion on this kinda stuff.
edwardc- Mmhm. Most of my lees have begged for me to stop around 10 minutes into a session.
tklmeplease- Ah, and you want a girl with more stamina huh?
edwardc- Oh yeah, much more.
(Wow, he hasn’t asked me yet. He's a male ler, it's coming)
tklmeplease- So what was the longest you tickled a girl without her begging for you to stop?
edwardc- About 30 minutes, which isn’t bad I guess.
tklmeplease- Yeah, not bad for someone building up endurance
tklmeplease- Yeah, I want tons more sessions.
edwardc- It would be nice to flex my fingers again.
(Ah finally)
tklmeplease- I'm sure.
edwardc- So tell me, how do you want to be tickled?
(Ok, he's gotta be gay)
tklmeplease- Well, I guess my ideal session would have to be with someone I had gotten to know over a few weeks at least.
edwardc- Of course.
tklmeplease- And I want a guy who tickles me so much that it consumes me; so much that it takes over my mind and my entire body.
edwardc- Mmhm.
tklmeplease- See, my first session was good, but I think the problem was that he gave me space to think.
edwardc- Interesting, how do you mean?
(Wow, an actual conversation with a male ler)
tklmeplease- Well, I could feel what he was doing but when I'm tickled I want to be fully consumed; I want to be sent to another dimension. Sounds corny I know.
edwardc- Not at all, your thoughts on this are very interesting.
(He’s polite too? Yeah, he's gay)
tklmeplease- Does that make sense? Most lers I try to explain this to would have glazed over and closed their PM box by now
edwardc- I think so. What about being broken, do you think a ler could break you?
tklmeplease- I like to think I could find a guy with the staying power to be able to break me eventually.
edwardc- And how long a session would you want. If time was no issue?
tklmeplease- I guess maybe around two hours.
edwardc- Mmhm, so he could really work on all the different areas. I like to explore during my sessions.
tklmeplease- I want a guy who can get me to beg for mercy, then ignore me when I do.
edwardc- So, when you’re tickled, would your voice echo your thoughts?
tklmeplease- You mean would I ask for more? Yeah I ask for more way before mercy.
edwardc- So you want to be broken?
tklmeplease- Yeah. I want a ler who's not gonna give up on me.
edwardc- No matter how long or how many sessions that takes?
tklmeplease- Yeah, my ler would need a whole bunch of patience.
edwardc- So it would seem. I have to go, sorry.
(Hey who cares if he's gay? I was enjoying the conversation too much)
tklmeplease- That's too bad, it was nice to meet you
edwardc- You too, I hope we get to talk again.
tklmeplease-
[email protected] e-mail me sometime.
edwardc- I'd like that. By the way, I'm Jack.
edwardc disconnects
For the entire week that followed, I couldn’t get Jack out of my head. It was dumb; I had only had one conversation with the guy. I even found myself disappointed when he hadn't e-mailed me by Tuesday and I had no idea why. I checked again after work on Wednesday, and there it was. To me from
[email protected]. Ignoring all the other junk usually sent to my e-mail address, I clicked on the message to open it.
Hi Kelly, Sorry it has taken a few days to get in touch; I have to work, as I'm sure you do. I really enjoyed our conversation on Sunday night. You have such a rare attitude toward being tickled; it's wonderful to find someone so passionate about it, as am I. But I did want to ask, if I may? Do any of your friends or family know you like to be tickled? Because if I was your friend and I knew you wanted and I mean really wanted to be tied down and tickled, you would have had a lot of sessions by now. Look forward to your reply. I'm glad I have someone I can talk to about one of my passions. *Tickles your sides*
😉
Jack
Smiling like a teenager with a crush, I hit reply-
Hi Jack, Thanks for e-mailing. I enjoyed our conversation too. As for questions, they’re fine, ask me anything. If it's too personal I just won’t answer lol.
And as for your question, no, no one knows about my desire to be tickled. I've known my best friend since high school and not even he knows. I want to be honest with him but how do you bring something like that up? ‘Hey Ryan you wanna come to the mall? oh by the way I have a tickle fetish.’ Lol. Thanks for what you said, that's very sweet. It is nice to have someone to talk to about tickling.
*Wiggles around* Hehehehey! No wait, do that again
😉
Kelly
I read it over again, ran a spell check and hit send.
Jack seemed really sweet but when I talked to people online I always kept in mind I had to take care. I know not everyone I give my email address to is gonna be an insane killer whose favourite tool is a shovel but I am always careful in these situations. Just then, my roommate got home and I clicked to sign out of my e-mails. She never read them, but I thought it was better to sign out, just in case. "Kelly, home!" She yelled from the door.
"Hey Sarah!" I yelled back as she took off her coat and walked in, "how was your day?"
"Oh ya know, same old stuff," she said, "yours?"
"Yeah it was ok," I said, "we were busy today. So, I'm on duty tonight, what do you want for dinner?" Sarah and I had a schedule; we took it in turns every night to cook.
"I don’t mind," said Sarah, kicking off her shoes and sitting down, "whatever works. Is there anything on tonight?"
After dinner, we watched TV, Sarah was on the phone to her boyfriend for an hour or so, whilst I made sure everything was ready for work the next day. My job was ok, but not the most exciting in the world. I worked in a doctor's surgery, just answering phones, taking appointments, that kinda stuff. Sarah was a sales assistant in a grocery store. She was on her feet a lot so her shoes came off as soon as she got home. I checked my e-mails again before I went to sleep. Nothing was there but that was ok. After all, everybody has to work.
****
"Yes Doctor Kimble I'll do that for you when I've written down Mr Tyler's appointment."
"Thank you Kelly."
Today was a quiet day at work, so like other quiet days, I snuck a look at my e-mails and tickling site to see if anyone was around and what was going on in fetish world. I checked the chat room list and saw Jack was online. I smiled to myself and clicked the window open. I had Doctor Kimble's letter in another window so I could half talk to people and half work. I tried to focus on the letter but Jack PM'd me right after I said ‘hi’ to everyone.
edwaedc- Hi Kelly
tklmeplease- Hey Jack. One sec, I'm at work.
edwardc- Ok
I minimised Jack's window and went back to focus on the letter I had to type out for my boss. When I typed a half of it, I came back to Jack's box and smiled at what he had typed.
edwardc- Hmm should I let you work, or disgracefully try everything in my power to distract you?
tklmeplease- Lol, I just have to type a letter for my boss.
edwardc- Then you won’t mind if I distract you a little.....?
As he typed, I went back to Doctor Kimble's letter. About a minute later, Jack's PM box was flashing again
edwardc- *Crawls my fingers up and down your sides* After all, you only have to copy what your boss has written
😉
tklmeplease- Hehe oh boy he had to distract me that way didn’t he?
😉
edwardc- Well, I figured this would get the best reaction *squeezes your hips*
tklmeplease- Jack, my sides are hyper ticklish, so are my hips.
(Why did I just say that?!)
edwardc- Ah good......for me *my index fingers draw circles around your hips*
😉
(Did I just shiver.....? Nah)
tklmeplease- Hehehe stop, I have to work.
edwardc- So work *draws a line up and down your spine with my index finger*
tklmeplease- *Shivers* Stohohohohop! I love when people write with their fingers on my back.
(Shut up Kelly!)
edwardc- Oh really? *traces a letter J on your back* that's good to know
😉
tklmeplease- *Shivers and squirms* Mmm I wish you were here for real.
(What?!)
No matter how true it was, I was still embarrassed that I had just told him that. I went back to the letter. When I was done, I ran a spell check, backed it up and hit print. I always backed up my work in case anything ever happened to the files or the actual computer. Of course when I came back to Jack his chat window was flashing again.
tklmeplease- Ok back. Just running off some copies
edwardc- *Traces a letter A on your back* Hi there
😉
tklmeplease- *Shivers* Jack, you are a very big distraction so far
edwardc- Good, then my plan is working *traces a letter C round your back*
😉
tklmeplease- *Squirms* You’re so mean
😛
edwardc- I know, dontcha just love me already? *traces a letter K*
😉
tklmepleas- I'm starting to. BRB
edwardc- Mkay
I smiled to myself again and went back to the doctor's office. He said come in and I placed the copies on his desk.
"Sir these just need your signature," I said.
"Thanks Kelly, I'll do after I see Mr Tyler," he replied, and I smiled at him and walked in to the waiting room.
"Mister Tyler, doctor Kimble will see you now."
Mister Tyler smiled at me and walked through to the doctor's office as I went back to my computer where Jack was still waiting.
edwardc- *Spiders my fingernails over your belly* Are you back yet?
tklmeplease- Hehehehe! Yeah sorry, I'm here.
edwardc- If this is a bad time, I can just e-mail you later. I'm not really that evil
😉
tklmeplease- Lol, I do still have a few hours
edwardc- No problem, I'll e-mail you after work.
tklmeplease- Thanks Jack. I'm glad I made a new friend.
edwardc- Me too Kelly.
tklmeplease- I'll be online later. Come talk to me, if you’re around?
edwardc- Will do, see ya soon.
tklmeplease- Bye Jack
edwardc- *Hugs and tickles*
🙂
tklmeplease-
😉
edwardc disconnects
After work, Sarah talked to her boyfriend while I watched the news. The latest good news was that rescue workers had just pulled a family out of the rubble from a devastating earthquake. The bad news was the body count was still rising. When the news finished I grabbed my laptop, turned it on and waited for it to start up. I heard Sarah laughing from her room, meaning her boyfriend was planning what they were going do this weekend. Eathan lived in Indiana so with Sarah and I in Ohio he was able to come down most every weekend unless he had other commitments. Eathan was a second grade teacher so he had most weekends free. Just as long as he was home while it was still daylight it wasn’t a problem i.e. if he came on a Sunday, because he had to wake up early on the Monday to get to work, he wanted to be home at a reasonable hour. I connected to the internet when my laptop was ready and signed into my emails. I deleted most of the usual junk that came through and then clicked to open an email from my mom.
Hi Kellycub, How are you?
Daddy and I are fine. How's work? How's Doctor Kimble?
Guess what, Daddy's up for partner! We’re both so excited- we’re going out to dinner on Friday to celebrate. We wish you could come with us sweetie, we miss you. I know you couldn’t have stayed at home forever, you’re a big girl now but daddy and I feel we don’t see you enough. Have you met anyone special yet? How are Sarah and Ethan? Daddy says hi. E-mail me back soon.
We love you baby girl,
Mom and Dad xx
Hey mom, I'm fine.
That’s great news about Dad- congratulate him for me. I'll call you guys again soon. Work is fine, same old stuff going on. Sarah and Ethan are good; Ethan is coming over at the weekend. No Mother, I don’t have a boyfriend yet, I'm too busy right now. Tell dad I say hi back. I miss you guys too, I'll call you next week and maybe we can talk about me coming home for a weekend or something. I love you both tons, always will,
love your Kellycub xx
I hit send when I had run the spell check and went back to my inbox. Jack had emailed about 10 minutes ago just to say ‘come talk to me, I'm online’. So I signed into my tickling site and into the chat room as Sarah walked into the room. I quickly logged out of the chat room, looked up and smiled at her. She smiled back and once she had walked through to the kitchen to start dinner I logged back on to the chat room and said ‘hi’ to everyone. Some said hi back, the people who knew me anyway. Jack PM'd me and told me he would be right there, he was just PM'ing with his friend. I said ‘ok’ and asked how everyone was in the main room. I was just getting my answers when the phone rang. I typed ‘phone BRB’ and went to pick up the phone.
"Hello? Yes she does, who's calling please? Ok, one sec." I covered the phone and yelled, "Sarah phone call! I think it's about your audition!"
Sarah came back into the room.
"Thanks," she told me and took her call, "hello? Yes this is Sarah Coleman. Really? That’s wonderful! Sunday? Yes I can come on Sunday. Two o clock? That's fine. Thank you so much. Bye."
"Good news huh?" I asked as Sarah hung up.
"Great news, I got a call back this Sunday!"
"Honey that's wonderful! Congratulations!"
I hugged Sarah happily as she jumped up and down on the spot.
"I have a really good feeling about this one Kelly," she said after calming down a little, "this time it could actually lead somewhere."
"I really hope it does honey, you’re such a great singer. I know your gonna be a star some day."
She hugged me again and practically skipped back to the kitchen. I smiled as I went back to the laptop. Ever since she was a little girl, Sarah had wanted to be a singer. As she grew up and developed more and more talent through singing lessons, she realised she didn’t want to be one of those singers who mimes everything nor have her performances tweaked with computers. She really wanted to sing live and have it be her that the audience was listening to. She loved the applause but she loved to earn it even more. By the time the initial buzz had settled, Jack was done talking to his friend and was ready to chat again, so I told him about Sarah's audition.
edwardc- That's great
🙂
tklmeplease- Yeah she's really excited. I hope she gets this one, she's had so many knock backs lately.
edwardc- Yeah that can really get someone down.
tklmeplease- Yeah. So how was your day?
edwardc- Oh you know, as exciting as being an accountant can be.
tklmeplease- Wow you are? I never asked what you did.
edwardc- Yeah, I'm a professional geek
😉
tklmeplease- Lol, your words not mine!
edwardc- Lol don’t worry, I only talk work when I'm actually there.
tklmeplease- Thank God, even if you tried to explain I wouldn’t understand lol.
edwardc- Lol so let's change the topic. What are you doing at the weekend?
tklmeplease- I dunno yet. My roommate’s boyfriend is coming over Saturday so I'll have to disappear for a bit.
edwardc- I have to go see my sister in New York, meet my new nephew
🙂
tklmeplease- Aww congratulations
🙂
edwardc- Thanks, he's 5 weeks on Friday.
tklmeplease- He must be adorable, what did they call him?
edwardc- Matthew
🙂
Too long for a chapter, too short? Lemme know, I'm still plotting with my proof reader. BTW Duke, thanks for the help and as always, the inspiration xx
blush Thanks bug *hugs back* 
