The Funk must be going around

[TickledToDeath]

Now I have it.

Not sure to what extent it will effect me.
I will still be here in TMF and in Chat from time to time as it allows and will also be taking care of my Hyenas Club, however I am sinking into a deeeep depression right now so I may not be the energetic playfully sarcastic TTD you have all known and grown to love, that is IF I am indeeed loved.

I am sure I will find my way out of the fog eventually.
Bare with me till then.

🙁 😕


TTD

 

[Myriads]

Best wishes for a fast recovery from the gloom.

Myriads

 

[venray]

Hey!!!!

Your friends will be here for ya...remember that....I/m or email
or whatever you need. I feel guilty as I think that my 700'th was the
first really depressing post.....but talking with friends from the forum helped a lot....dont let it get you....one day at a time...and if all else fails....blame it on the weather....your friends here DO
care........

Ven

[email protected]

 

[TicklingDuo]

hmmm....let's see

It's winter and everyone is getting the blues. Actually, there have been a number of studies that show that people are much more inclined to bouts of depression during the winter months...especially in a winiter like this which is just gray and dull. The best remedy?...do the thiings you normally do, get more sunlight (or brighter indoor lighting if the weather doesn't cooperate), try something new that seems to interest you at the time. All these things have been shown to help. My personal experience?...I still get the blues, but not as bad.

Hang in there Ed...and everyone else who's struggling. We'll get over our blues and be our goofy old selves sooner or later.

Ann

 

[MistressMia]

I'm sure that you will come around when you're ready. Until then, we'll be right here waiting for ya!

Keep the frown upsidedown whenever and as much as you can!😀

 

[venray]

Re: hmmm....let's see

. We'll get over our blues and be our goofy old selves sooner or later.

Ann

Who you calling GOOFY!!!!!!!

Oh...That;s right...Neverrrrr Mind.

 

[red indian]

Head Hunters?

Funk never has this effect on me I could listen to it all day.

 

[Krokus]

Cmon

You can get through it man. If you need someone to talk to I am always open. [email protected] -drop me a line if you need to. 😎

 

[TickledToDeath]

Thank you all for your thoughts words and consideration.
While it has NOTHING to do with the weather..or season...I will hopefully get through this.
Funny how I am always willing and able to help others in their time of need but when it comes to myself...I cannot help myself as readily.

I am in sort of a limbo or Purgatory as it were and cannot find my way out.
Thoughs of unsurity and confusion.
I put my trust in my Heart at all times and it has never been wrong.

IF however my hearts feelings fail me...I will conclude that I can NEVER trust it again.
That and having so damn much on my mind and on my plate, sometimes things fall off the edges.

Thank you all again...it is indeed a help and comfort to know I have friends who care.🙂


TTD

 

[Mimi]

Awwwww, sweetie. I just saw this thread. I wish there was something I could do to help. I think I *may* know what it has to do with, but I will only discuss that with you if you so wish.

Hang in there doll. If you still have my #, give me a call if you need someone to talk to and prefer to do it offline. If you don't Jen and Pete both have it.

I'll be missing the witty sarcastic TTD, but I am willing to take any TTD available hon. Take your time, and remember you're adored and treasured by us all. The TMF experience just would not be the same without you.

Sending my love...

Mimi

 

[TickledToDeath]

Awwwww, sweetie. I just saw this thread. I wish there was something I could do to help. I think I *may* know what it has to do with, but I will only discuss that with you if you so wish.

Hang in there doll. If you still have my #, give me a call if you need someone to talk to and prefer to do it offline. If you don't Jen and Pete both have it.

I'll be missing the witty sarcastic TTD, but I am willing to take any TTD available hon. Take your time, and remember you're adored and treasured by us all. The TMF experience just would not be the same without you.

Sending my love...

Mimi

Thanks to you as well Mimi!
You are probably half right about what you are thinking however I feel I must clear this up a tad for those who KNOW me and have recently met me.
Me and Patti DID NOT break up. We are closer than ever however for those who are aware of the whole story behind the scenes so to speak, the funk surrounding me is the obsticles that seperate us from... advancing right now and the time it will take to eliminate those obsticles. That along with a momentary questioning of my "Character" as to whether or not I could handle the whole "package" left me in temporary doubt of how true HER feelings were towards me.
Those feelings have been reenforced however the obsticles still remain for now and will take time to remove.
Frustration with the distance between us and the lack of time we get to spend with each other takes its' toll and I need to expell aforementioned frustration and anxiety and I sometimes get very down.
All that along with events of past few years or so and watching the last direct(blood) family member(my grandmother) slowly deteriorate in a Rehab facility builds up my anxiety and like a river at its summit, does sometimes overflow.

It brings a tear to my eye knowing that I have friends like yourselves out there and I love you all and greatly apprieciate your thoughts and consideration and your offers of shoulders for me to lean on.

I am still the same man that I have always been and that you all know so well only somewhat obscured by clouds from time to time.


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