I'm sorry for you timewarp. No father should ever treat there son like that. Never, no matter whart has happened, say things like "I'm uselss". You dont know that. No one can say if you are or arn't. Its your choice to be useless or usefull, not your father's. You dont have to have some special talent or a million dollar job to be usefull. You would be suprised what the small things in life can do. I know this sounds like some cheesy thing you'd expect from a little kids movie or something, but it is true. Know, why should you need to care what your father thinks about you. The only thing that matters is what you think. Waht you think uninfluinced by anything. You dont think your "useless". Thats your father. You may hear it in your head, but thats not you. I dont know if anything i said helps, but i will pray for you. I have x-fire if you Ever want to chat about anything. I would be glad to help in any way possible.