Things are looking up for me on all fronts/ sexual content involved.
First things first anyone who I told about being thrown out of my house by the town. Well two things, the leech field passed the dye test but it does not matter God stepped in and opened a window for us. I was on line yesterday and a rental was listed so I called not sure of the dogs we have. Well I called and he said we could come by today. When I got there this afternoon the first thing he noticed were my dog tags. It came down to him feeling were good people and talking about the Air Force I am in the auxiliary to the AF. The dogs became a non issue and we took possesion this afternoon. So we will begin moving tomorrow. Not only is the new place cheaper but it is 3 times the size so we will not be stepping all over each other. This has eased a lot of tension we have had the last month or two.
So now we talk about the marriage.
Okay guys things have taken quite the strange turn in my marriage. After a new longer discussion I have found out a lot more about the rift that was thought to be between us both. She is a D/s sub not only online but in real life. She thought I was not interested in this and thought it was nothing I would like to do or be a part of. Some of the problem was she had cheated on me in testing herself through the process and neither of us was sure we could get past this. We are working things out at the moment. We tested the waters the other night. I gave her a corn starch massage (try this people it feels sooooo good on both ends) taking a lot of time to get used to touching each other again. It has been over a month and we were both nervous. I asked as I was doing her back how platonic the massage had to be and she almost shyly said it did not have to be too platonic so I had her strip and lay on her belly. After a while we both began to feel more comfortable and one thing led to another. She began to gyrate under my touch and I asked her if she wanted to turn over. She said yes so I did the front purposely not touching anything sexual for a long time. Our eyes met as my hand was moving up her thigh and she smiled shyly and nodded. I began to massage her down there and after a little bit asked if she wanted me to massage her or make her come. She giggled and said yes. I said yes what and she yes both, everything, do what you want to me.
We made love after her I made her come the first time. It was fantastic. Last night I began my training in working with a sub to be a dom. I did not capitalize dom because I have just begun to move into this world. A lot has to be worked out yet but the passion has come back in amazing levels. She is very excited about me wanting to do this with her and I have found that it is something that I find highly arousing. I am taking things one day at a time and not looking to far into the future but we are working together and I have not lost the love of my life. It may be work but we are willing to do it. I did mean to make this an erotic story but that was a big part of things. I also want thank those of you who comforted me and wished me well. The love shown here and at the TMF had helped greatly. She has also told me that I can deal my tickling however I need to so those chatting with me we a still good.
First things first anyone who I told about being thrown out of my house by the town. Well two things, the leech field passed the dye test but it does not matter God stepped in and opened a window for us. I was on line yesterday and a rental was listed so I called not sure of the dogs we have. Well I called and he said we could come by today. When I got there this afternoon the first thing he noticed were my dog tags. It came down to him feeling were good people and talking about the Air Force I am in the auxiliary to the AF. The dogs became a non issue and we took possesion this afternoon. So we will begin moving tomorrow. Not only is the new place cheaper but it is 3 times the size so we will not be stepping all over each other. This has eased a lot of tension we have had the last month or two.
So now we talk about the marriage.
Okay guys things have taken quite the strange turn in my marriage. After a new longer discussion I have found out a lot more about the rift that was thought to be between us both. She is a D/s sub not only online but in real life. She thought I was not interested in this and thought it was nothing I would like to do or be a part of. Some of the problem was she had cheated on me in testing herself through the process and neither of us was sure we could get past this. We are working things out at the moment. We tested the waters the other night. I gave her a corn starch massage (try this people it feels sooooo good on both ends) taking a lot of time to get used to touching each other again. It has been over a month and we were both nervous. I asked as I was doing her back how platonic the massage had to be and she almost shyly said it did not have to be too platonic so I had her strip and lay on her belly. After a while we both began to feel more comfortable and one thing led to another. She began to gyrate under my touch and I asked her if she wanted to turn over. She said yes so I did the front purposely not touching anything sexual for a long time. Our eyes met as my hand was moving up her thigh and she smiled shyly and nodded. I began to massage her down there and after a little bit asked if she wanted me to massage her or make her come. She giggled and said yes. I said yes what and she yes both, everything, do what you want to me.
We made love after her I made her come the first time. It was fantastic. Last night I began my training in working with a sub to be a dom. I did not capitalize dom because I have just begun to move into this world. A lot has to be worked out yet but the passion has come back in amazing levels. She is very excited about me wanting to do this with her and I have found that it is something that I find highly arousing. I am taking things one day at a time and not looking to far into the future but we are working together and I have not lost the love of my life. It may be work but we are willing to do it. I did mean to make this an erotic story but that was a big part of things. I also want thank those of you who comforted me and wished me well. The love shown here and at the TMF had helped greatly. She has also told me that I can deal my tickling however I need to so those chatting with me we a still good.
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