There have been a few threads here over the years on the subject of tickling and addiction. But they all, I think, have skirted the issue. There's been too much defensiveness about the comparison, as though people thought that they were being accused of something bad. I'd like to explore this without value judgments.
So I've noticed a lot of similarities between my love of tickling and classic addiction behavior:
--When I watch clips or I session, I'm frequently surprised to see how much time has gone by without my being aware of it.
--The pleasure is indescribable. An ex-girlfriend once told me after we had done a session that she didn't think she was capable of achieving the degree of ecstasy that she'd seen me reach.
--It's never enough. Once, after being tickled by three dommes for three hours, one of them was telling me about a different session that involved tickling, and I started getting excited again.
--When I'm into it, nothing else matters.
--I build a fair amount of my life around it.
Now, I suppose this might be true for those into other kinds of fetish; I couldn't say. Even vanilla, perhaps, for hypersexual types. And I wouldn't want to hold myself out as being typical.
In any event, I'd be interested in people's thoughts (again, without value judgments) about whether the similarities loom as large for them as for me (or even whether love of tickling might be a FORM of addiction), or whether addiction and love of tickling are essentially different. Or maybe there's a spectrum from those who kind of like it (no addiction) to obsessives like me (addiction).
So I've noticed a lot of similarities between my love of tickling and classic addiction behavior:
--When I watch clips or I session, I'm frequently surprised to see how much time has gone by without my being aware of it.
--The pleasure is indescribable. An ex-girlfriend once told me after we had done a session that she didn't think she was capable of achieving the degree of ecstasy that she'd seen me reach.
--It's never enough. Once, after being tickled by three dommes for three hours, one of them was telling me about a different session that involved tickling, and I started getting excited again.
--When I'm into it, nothing else matters.
--I build a fair amount of my life around it.
Now, I suppose this might be true for those into other kinds of fetish; I couldn't say. Even vanilla, perhaps, for hypersexual types. And I wouldn't want to hold myself out as being typical.
In any event, I'd be interested in people's thoughts (again, without value judgments) about whether the similarities loom as large for them as for me (or even whether love of tickling might be a FORM of addiction), or whether addiction and love of tickling are essentially different. Or maybe there's a spectrum from those who kind of like it (no addiction) to obsessives like me (addiction).