TickleLee's doom is sealed

[TickleLee]

In the near future, one woman (sadly, not two or five), and regretably I have to get naked for this... I'm not thrilled about being stripped, but the tickling is going to commence.

I'm still scared shitless... This girl said that her hands get tired after an hour of tickling. <shiver>

-TLee

 

[TklDuo-Ann]

Regretably??? If you don't want to do it...DON'T! You don't HAVE to do anything you don't want to. As the lee, you have the right to refuse to allow things you aren't comfortable with.

Ann

 

[jordan]

Damn sorry about your number, hey if your not confortable with it than you shouldn't do it. Also if its about being tied up by a stranger than you should do it with someone you know and trust.

 

[TickledToDeath]

In the near future, one woman (sadly, not two or five), and regretably I have to get naked for this... I'm not thrilled about being stripped, but the tickling is going to commence.

-TLee

So, don't get stripped. Simple. You don't HAVE to do jack diddly if you don't want to and NOBODY can Make you if you seriously do not want to do something.
Unless you are just play acting that you don't want to do something, otherwise, getting naked is NOT mandatory of you don't wish it. IF you are stripped against your will WHILE bound and being tickled.... well, then you have a RAPE.

TTD

 

[starfires]

Regretably??? If you don't want to do it...DON'T! You don't HAVE to do anything you don't want to. As the lee, you have the right to refuse to allow things you aren't comfortable with.

In a world with plenty of female ticklers readily available, that would be the case. In reality, however, it seems he has to agree to the 'ler's terms or start over in search of another 'ler.

 

[TickleLee]

In a world with plenty of female ticklers readily available, that would be the case. In reality, however, it seems he has to agree to the 'ler's terms or start over in search of another 'ler.

THANK YOU.

This is VERY much the truth. Here's why I've agreed to being stripped:

1) There are precious few female ticklers out there.
2) Of the female ticklers that ARE out there, there's precious few that aren't dreamers (people who just like the fantasy but not the reality).
3) I'm attractive so it's not a looks thing keeping female ticklers at bay from me.
4) I can't pass up the opportunity.

I'm NOT nuts about being stripped. Don't really want to be stripped. But if that's part of the bargain, then so be it based on #1-4 above.

One could also conclude from what we've all seen that the female 'lers out there are VERY few and far between. Since I've found a 'ler I'll go for it. She HAS agreed to not force sex on me though. Which is of course a good thing. How can a guy be physically raped? Easy - just screw him. We don't have complete control over erections. Some women have had orgasms during a real rape. But it's still rape.

Since I'm consenting to being stripped, it's FAR from rape. I DO wish I didn't have to be stripped. But as StarFires put it, this is not a world of abundant female 'lers and I have to accept things on their terms.

So, this has to be on the 'ler's terms for me. I just can't chance not getting this one merciless tickling. 😀

I'm sure I'll get over the nudity part of this after a few minutes. I'm also VERY sure that this will be the first and last time I submit to a tickling. *grin* If not, then I wasn't tickled hard enough.

And if the 'ler happens to frequent or lurk here, I still tip my hat to you. Anyone who can get tired from _tickling_ for an hour has got to be good. 😱

-TickleLee

 

[TickleLee]

Oh... and I plan on providing audio of the event if possible to everyone. =) NO VIDEO or pics though....

 

[f/f]

i still say, if you are not ok with being nude then dont do it nude.

 

[TickledToDeath]

Well if that is the case that the tickler gave an ultimatum, not nude , no tickle, she best come through for you in what you asked for. A totally merciless tickling!

Good luck.

TTD

 

[Knox The Hatter]

here's a thought...

Hey, Lee...I have an idea...would it be easier for you if you made her strip, too? All things being equal, that is...
Would that be better for you?
I mean, I do like being a lee now and then, I think it's as wonderful to receive as it is to give. But no one without a gun in hand is going to force ME to strip, that's just me. I wouldn't care if she was the last female Ler on earth.
Just say, if I have to take off my clothes, so do you... 😎

 

[MrPartickler]

not really forcing...

I think this is just more of a tough compromise than a forcing issue since he's obviously willing to do it. He said he's "not nuts about" the deal, but he clearly has a full-stop on anything beyond that. Besides, his ler friend is obviously getting into the spirit of pushing him to his limits--which he wants; it's still a control thing, so I'd view it as just all part of the play.

As an aside, travelling to meet a lee at significant personal expense is something I'd call a tough compromise as well. If that's the only way she'll play, and I agree to her terms, I might say "I <i>have</i> to travel to meet her." ....but I wouldn't later turn around and call that forcing.

I think many guys completely understand TickLee's rationale. I wouldn't expect many women to though. It's a different game altogether.

btw... I like Knox's idea (sounds like fun! lol), but I think that would only push things farther down the path TickLee doesn't want to go.

 

[TickleLee]

Re: here's a thought...

Hey, Lee...I have an idea...would it be easier for you if you made her strip, too? All things being equal, that is...
Would that be better for you?
I mean, I do like being a lee now and then, I think it's as wonderful to receive as it is to give. But no one without a gun in hand is going to force ME to strip, that's just me. I wouldn't care if she was the last female Ler on earth.
Just say, if I have to take off my clothes, so do you... 😎

HELL NO I don't want her to strip too! 😉

Nor do I think she will, but that's unconfirmed. She's read my story and quite a bit more and I think she has enough ammunition to scare the hell out of me once I show up.

I don't think I'd like her to strip as well because... well... I dunno. I just would rather her not. I REALLY don't think that she will.

The "gun" in this case is the fact that I want to go through a tickling that will make me temporarily lose my sanity. I want to HONESTLY beg for it to stop, not the play-begging that I have done in the past (when I was 16) but HONEST begging. I fear that that is what is coming.

I also am enjoying the anticipation. I'm also enjoying the fear. The fear for me right now is VERY real and VERY frightening. I actually start to sweat when I think about what's coming. I think about a story from one website (true one) where a girl was tied up for a 3 hour session. The girl yelled herself hoarse after 15 minutes. She then endured the remainder of the 2.75 hours AND she peed herself so another 1/2 hour was added. THAT is the kind of fear I have about what's coming.

I'm not worried about being forced to have sex - I've been promised that that isn't going to happen. I also believe the promise completely.

But... I'm being left in the dark about whether or not a safe word will be given. I HAVE been told that using one when she thinks I shouldn't will not yield to mercy but rather may lead to much worse tickling. I sadly (or maybe happily) know that I'll use a safe word to buy time before I'm even touched or even tied down. It will be an honest use of the safe word too when that happens. I just know it. So THAT adds to the fear I have about this event.

Arrrrgh! Just like my story, there's 2 parts of me fighting over this in my mind. I'm SCARED to use the safe word, don't really know if I'll be given one, and I DO know that I'll end up making this girl mad if I use it prematurely yet I know that's going to happen.

And on top of all that I'm REALLY enjoying the fear that this is generating in me. But fear and excitement are two very similar emotions so I'm not really sure if I'm mistaking fear for excitement.

I DO know that I'm glad that I've been warned about using a safe word when not necessary. That adds a HUGE dimension of helplessness to the situation. And the helplessness adds to the fear... which adds to the helplessness...

By the time this comes about in a few days I'm going to be a quivering mass of jello. She's aware that I'm scared of doing this and she also knows that I'm going to probably honestly regret it once it starts. I _think_ she's intrigued by that. She's done this sort of thing for 17 years and she was surprised when I said that I was frightened.

I'm a nutcase, huh? hehe. Excited, scared, fearful, wanting, willing... These are not normal to experience simultaneously. hehe.

I'm also going to be quite embarassed when stripped. This will DEFINITELY make the tickling worse (better). I'm starting to accept the stripping now, but it is still something I'd rather not endure. However, I'm going to HAVE to endure it to get the tickling. Ultimatum of no nudity, no tickling accepted. =)

-TickleLee (rosy red with anticpation, fear, and embarassment)

 

[TickleLee]

Re: not really forcing...

I think this is just more of a tough compromise than a forcing issue since he's obviously willing to do it. He said he's "not nuts about" the deal, but he clearly has a full-stop on anything beyond that. Besides, his ler friend is obviously getting into the spirit of pushing him to his limits--which he wants; it's still a control thing, so I'd view it as just all part of the play.

Damn, you can read me like a book. You do so better than I can read myself. I have to agree that this is her pushing the envelope. She knows I want the tickling, but not to be stripped. So, she has pushed the limits by refusing to tickle without stripping. That refusal has forced me to admit in a very real, concrete way that I really WANT the tickling. I have had to agree to something I don't really want so that I can get the tickling. The reality of me having done so adds to the fear and anticipation. This is most definitely all part of the play. It's sent me into a mental storm of self evaluation. Which is certainly what I wanted, but I'm still distraught that I have been forced to admit that I really want the tickling. Admitting that I want to be tickled mercilessly is the first step in getting me even more hyper ticklish. I actually giggle myself to sleep just thinking about the ordeal coming up now.

I think many guys completely understand TickLee's rationale. I wouldn't expect many women to though. It's a different game altogether.

I have to agree that many women will not understand what's going on in my head here. No offense to you ladies intended. I KNOW some of you will understand. But most won't. It's hard being a male 'lee because of the scarcity of female 'lees.

btw... I like Knox's idea (sounds like fun! lol), but I think that would only push things farther down the path TickLee doesn't want to go.

*grin* Believe me, I'm certain that I'll be pushed WELL down the paths that I don't want to go. For instance, I HATE the word "mistress". I can't stand it. If she starts demanding that I refer to her with that word I'll honestly resist. 5 minutes later, another foot in the door of my mind as I conceed and start to use it. I have NOT told her about this but I'm certain she'll figure it out.

(I really hope she isn't reading this forum....)

49.9% of the voting neurons in my mind have said no to the tickling. That 0.1% majority though is cheering me on. I know I'll start laughing and begging the moment I see the restraints. I'll probably make it through disrobing OK, but when I see those restraints, the begging will commence. It'll be half hearted at that point and not 100% genuine begging. But begging it will be. I've informed her that getting me actually into the restraints may require some degree of force, threats, and encouragement. All it would take is her letting me know that I'll be in huge trouble if I don't cooperate. I already know I'm going to be way too scared to physically resist. I'll be paralyzed by fear the moment I step across the threshold of her home. But that last limb is going to be tough for me to cooperate with when it's being tied down.

My limits NOW are being pushed to breaking point. But that 0.1% of my mind is keeping me right on the edge of cold feet.

I'm already dreaming about the event too. And the dreams are incredibly fun! Tickling, begging, all of it is there in the dreams. How in the hell am I going to get through this? Hehe.

I can see it now:

The hand goes 10 inches from my ribs... I freak and start begging. It touches, I scream... My feet are ticklish as well, but I've no idea if moreso than my ribs. I'll start begging to be able to use the safeword (if one is given)... Grrr. I'll freak out once I realise that I can't escape the bonds...

OOOh... One more point. The Harry Potter book came out last night and of course I was at the store waiting in line to buy it. My fascination with tickling is deeply rooted in my childhood experiences. Reading the book is putting me into a deeper childlike state of mind. This of course, is making me more ticklish. My ribs actually tingle when I think about what's going to happen.

Finally, she's refused to do a scripted session... This is actually a great thing for me. I don't want to know what's going to happen. She's seen my script but she's told me that that will only be used to get inside my head.

The poor girl has gotten about 20 pages of material I sent to her about this... <shiver> That's plenty for someone as creative as she is to get deeply into my mind.

-A grinnig ear to ear TickleLee

 

[thx10050]

Heh, 20 pages of material? No offense, but you should be grateful that she hasn't just dismissed you for so much obsession...

However, I can relate to what you're thinking and going through. My g/f really can't wait to tie me down and get me helpless. I think she wants to tie me up and tickle me more than I want it... 🙂

 

[TickledToDeath]

You know what...?

I think I am understanding you(TickleLee) more in your quest.

I have been...instigating,baiting,daring women to tickle torture me well beyond my limitations...making me "loose control", "breaking" me.
Hasn't happened. There have been, so called "attempts" and I have yet to be "nervous" prior to any of the past attempts. However, putting myself in YOUR shoes(so to speak)I can understand how you are feeling however if I were ME in your situation with this lady friend of yours, I would probably be my usual wise a## self and hardy give it a second thought. That's me.
It is all a part of the game with you and her, it seems.
Not knowing her and the rest of the details of this little scenario 'tween you and her, it is hard to say whether or not she will come through for you. Don't know if you put any limitations on the session. Any time limit etc etc. .

Looking forward to all the scoop and details after it is done.
Of course giving you time to recouperate and or regain your sanity.😉

TTD

 

[TickledToDeath]

However, I can relate to what you're thinking and going through. My g/f really can't wait to tie me down and get me helpless. I think she wants to tie me up and tickle me more than I want it... 🙂

LOL...Damn thx10050, your g/f sounds like my g/f (shygirl). She is almost "posessed" when it comes to wanting to tie me down and tickle me senseless. She is out of control, bro! Damn, maybe the 4 of us should get together sometime!

TTD

 

[TickleLee]

Re: You know what...?

This woman has me so scared that I'm not about to add fuel to the fire at all. I mean... I'm REALLY scared. I will probably have to be dragged down the hall to the bed...

There IS a time limit - 2 hours. However I've told her that I don't want to know how long it's been from a clock. I wouldn't put it past her to go on for another hour or more after the end though. I'd rather ask / beg / plead to know and then have the doubt about whether or not she's telling the truth. The only limit placed is that there will be NO SEX. Thankfully she's agreed to that. That's the one thing I can't compromise on. I'll strip... but I won't have sex.

As far as limitations... none. Full blown, all out tickling for 2 hours. And if she gets tired after 1 hour of it I can't imagine how I'm going to feel. Well, I have TRIED to imagine how I'll feel. But I get all giddy and laughing and have to stop thinking about it.

It is I feel part of the game here. She knows I don't want to be stripped, but has coerced me into it.

Oh, and as far as 20 pages of text, that was in the one and only email I sent her. It wasn't in like 5 or 6. Obsessive? Heheh. Yea. But I suspect that's what is intriguing her about this. I have no clue what's really going to happen either. As you know, that's runnig rampant in my mind. =)

I HOPE to have audio of the event. At least 26 minutes of it. I'll of course provide that free of charge. *grin* I would love to give you guys video, but my naked butt is not going to be on the 'net. 😉

You should hear plenty of pleading, begging, bargaining, and (hopefully) some honest to goodness crying.

What do you want, the 1st 26 minutes or the last 26 minutes? (My camera can catch audio pretty good but only 26 minutes worth.) Or maybe 1/2 and 1/2?

It's going to be real hell trying to wait for this. Soon as I get home I'll make a post.

-TickleLee

 

[thx10050]

LOL...Damn thx10050, your g/f sounds like my g/f (shygirl). She is almost "posessed" when it comes to wanting to tie me down and tickle me senseless. She is out of control, bro! Damn, maybe the 4 of us should get together sometime!

TTD

Maybe sometime, but I don't know. I'd probably feel really embarassed, TTD, because tickling isn't merely just a 'fun' thing between my girl and I, if you know what I mean. However, it's not a fetish either. It'd be difficult to set up a meeting anyways, because she lives in Indiana; we both go to the same college out there.

 

[Oddjob0226]

This does sound pretty bad. I'm willing to make the personal sacrifice and take your place.

 

[TickledToDeath]

This does sound pretty bad. I'm willing to make the personal sacrifice and take your place.

What an astoundingly selfless act! Such a sacrifice to put yourself through such exquisite tickle torment to free another of bearing the pain of the ordeal.

Wow.

🙄
😀 😉

IF I were close to Louisiana, I could not let you make such a committed sacrifice....I would relieve you of the burden and withstand it myself.😉


TTD

 

[Oddjob0226]

You are a stoic man, TTD, but you AREN'T near LA....... so the sacrifice must be mine. But I am happy in my burden that you, too, have been spared this terrible agony. Brave, brave TTD....




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