Ticklerguy4u
3rd Level Orange Feather
- Joined
- May 18, 2005
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"Who am I, Do you really want to know?"--Peter Parker,Spiderman the movie
Who I am:
Well to be honest there is so much to tell but I'll try to sum it up. I grew up in NYC around most of your bad neighborhoods. I grew up with two sisters and a brother. I was a very confused kid. Growing up...I was never close to my parents or the neighborhood kids. My parents were alcoholics that tended to feed me and clothe me but would then pass out on the couch or bed most of the time. Television became my only way of escaping the reality of what I perceived as not normal family living. This went on and off until I was 21. They quit...start up...quit...start up.
Even when they quit altogether ( I was 25 at the time) neither of them would take any responsibility for their actions and most of the time. I was still living with them at the time because to my shame I was never taught how to live on my own even though I ran away on occasions to relatives but they weren't any more help then my parents. Maybe its a blood relative thing? Everyone insisted on using me to their own advantage. I had an aunt that charged my 400 dollars a week for using a room, an uncle that accused me stealing and threw my out even though he found out later on it was his friend. I didn't have many friends to depend on either for several reasons. Those that weren't involved in criminal activity were chased away by my parents.
My bro couldn't help me because he grew up with the same disadvantages as me and my sisters wouldn't. At age 30 I left for good...leaving family all behind. My only contact with family is my bro and after some past issues were addressed we became closer. He is now my best friend. He is the only one that knows about my fetish and doesn't judge me on it. In the past, I attended different churches of different religions from time to time but never really found one that set right with me. Got involved in a non-denominational church and was baptized ten years ago before I left and I have remained true to myself since then. I only regret that my father died before he and I made amends as for my mother is in a home right now and I don't even think she'll recognize me. It's taken me many years to overcome many obstacles and issues in my life but as long as I stay true to myself and who I am... I know I can get it done. Update 2015: My mom has passed away since. We were able to make amends before she died so that was good. I have a great relationship with my sisters and brother.
Personality: I can be a bit introverted when I first meet someone but will warm up to them in time. It isn't to offend anybody but just to make sure that I know where a person is coming from. Once I am comfortable with a person I will do anything within my power for them. I won't mind spending all day recording music for a friend if I know they want it or spending a little of my cash to buy them a movie if it's there favorite. I tend to weigh the pros and cons in every decision I make and seek the reality or wisdom with it. I don't judge people and what they do with their lives or did in the past. I can be a bit dominant when it comes to me. I am true to myself and I know what I am capable of and not. I won't be forced to do something I don't want to do despite how much someone begs. A person really has to push my buttons constantly for me to get angry. Most of the time I won't be around long enough for that to happen. When I do get angry I am hardly shy about it.
Beliefs: Hmmm, this is a tough one. I would have to say my beliefs are rooted in Christianity but not in its anti-socialism. I am not perfect and I am not here to make anyone else perfect. I have had my share of soul searching and what I found out is that I am not going to cast the first, middle, or last stone. I just try to be the best person I can for my own sake.
Interests: I would have to say that I like watching certain movies. I do enjoy watching all kinds but not all stories. My movie collection consists of all my favorites whether it be comedy, drama, fantasy, horror etc. I never buy a movie unless I plan on watching it more than once. I tend to buy special editions and sets only. I am also a gamer. From time to time I lift weights.
Tickling: I always love to tickle. The reaction from it gave me a rush. I used to tickle friends a lot when I was teenager. I used to tickle my sisters friends too. When I dated anyone they would be tickled constantly. Some liked it, some hated it. I never knew there were others like me who loved tickling as much as I did.
TMF: How I found the TMF forum. At 32, I got into BDSM community through chatting online learning all I can learn about it and going to clubs in NYC like The Vault. I met a woman I became friends with over a year and it lead to a D/s relationship. I moved to Wyoming and I lived with my own submissive for two years. She turned out to be a "pain slut." Clearly not what I was looking for in a sub. After we parted ways I was on the computer ready to go to a D/s chat room I noticed a link that said "tied and tickled." It immediately caught my interest. I clicked on it but was no one there. It did have a few bot links which lead me to Magic Touch Productions.
I was excited to know that I wasn't alone with my other interest of tickling coupled with bondage. I went to all these sites downloading clips. I caught a link to the TMF and checked it out. I lurked for awhile until I saw a question I just wanted to answer. So I developed a name and I got my signature pic from the lovely and ticklish Mimi. I've been on and off the forum for four years now. It has been pretty difficult getting to meet people. All the years I have been on TMF I never met anyone in Wyoming. Sometimes I can't believe there is no one in the entire state involved in the forum. They are either in hiding or lurking. Update 2015: I am now living in North Carolina and am hoping to get to know the community that resides in this state.
I have met and talked with some people from other states but I don't really have the cash to spend for traveling to meet others so it has been on a very limited basis. So I do my best to involve myself through the internet. I am hoping one day this will change. I look forward to tickling those who are into it and love it as much as I do.
Who I am:
Well to be honest there is so much to tell but I'll try to sum it up. I grew up in NYC around most of your bad neighborhoods. I grew up with two sisters and a brother. I was a very confused kid. Growing up...I was never close to my parents or the neighborhood kids. My parents were alcoholics that tended to feed me and clothe me but would then pass out on the couch or bed most of the time. Television became my only way of escaping the reality of what I perceived as not normal family living. This went on and off until I was 21. They quit...start up...quit...start up.
Even when they quit altogether ( I was 25 at the time) neither of them would take any responsibility for their actions and most of the time. I was still living with them at the time because to my shame I was never taught how to live on my own even though I ran away on occasions to relatives but they weren't any more help then my parents. Maybe its a blood relative thing? Everyone insisted on using me to their own advantage. I had an aunt that charged my 400 dollars a week for using a room, an uncle that accused me stealing and threw my out even though he found out later on it was his friend. I didn't have many friends to depend on either for several reasons. Those that weren't involved in criminal activity were chased away by my parents.
My bro couldn't help me because he grew up with the same disadvantages as me and my sisters wouldn't. At age 30 I left for good...leaving family all behind. My only contact with family is my bro and after some past issues were addressed we became closer. He is now my best friend. He is the only one that knows about my fetish and doesn't judge me on it. In the past, I attended different churches of different religions from time to time but never really found one that set right with me. Got involved in a non-denominational church and was baptized ten years ago before I left and I have remained true to myself since then. I only regret that my father died before he and I made amends as for my mother is in a home right now and I don't even think she'll recognize me. It's taken me many years to overcome many obstacles and issues in my life but as long as I stay true to myself and who I am... I know I can get it done. Update 2015: My mom has passed away since. We were able to make amends before she died so that was good. I have a great relationship with my sisters and brother.
Personality: I can be a bit introverted when I first meet someone but will warm up to them in time. It isn't to offend anybody but just to make sure that I know where a person is coming from. Once I am comfortable with a person I will do anything within my power for them. I won't mind spending all day recording music for a friend if I know they want it or spending a little of my cash to buy them a movie if it's there favorite. I tend to weigh the pros and cons in every decision I make and seek the reality or wisdom with it. I don't judge people and what they do with their lives or did in the past. I can be a bit dominant when it comes to me. I am true to myself and I know what I am capable of and not. I won't be forced to do something I don't want to do despite how much someone begs. A person really has to push my buttons constantly for me to get angry. Most of the time I won't be around long enough for that to happen. When I do get angry I am hardly shy about it.
Beliefs: Hmmm, this is a tough one. I would have to say my beliefs are rooted in Christianity but not in its anti-socialism. I am not perfect and I am not here to make anyone else perfect. I have had my share of soul searching and what I found out is that I am not going to cast the first, middle, or last stone. I just try to be the best person I can for my own sake.
Interests: I would have to say that I like watching certain movies. I do enjoy watching all kinds but not all stories. My movie collection consists of all my favorites whether it be comedy, drama, fantasy, horror etc. I never buy a movie unless I plan on watching it more than once. I tend to buy special editions and sets only. I am also a gamer. From time to time I lift weights.
Tickling: I always love to tickle. The reaction from it gave me a rush. I used to tickle friends a lot when I was teenager. I used to tickle my sisters friends too. When I dated anyone they would be tickled constantly. Some liked it, some hated it. I never knew there were others like me who loved tickling as much as I did.
TMF: How I found the TMF forum. At 32, I got into BDSM community through chatting online learning all I can learn about it and going to clubs in NYC like The Vault. I met a woman I became friends with over a year and it lead to a D/s relationship. I moved to Wyoming and I lived with my own submissive for two years. She turned out to be a "pain slut." Clearly not what I was looking for in a sub. After we parted ways I was on the computer ready to go to a D/s chat room I noticed a link that said "tied and tickled." It immediately caught my interest. I clicked on it but was no one there. It did have a few bot links which lead me to Magic Touch Productions.
I was excited to know that I wasn't alone with my other interest of tickling coupled with bondage. I went to all these sites downloading clips. I caught a link to the TMF and checked it out. I lurked for awhile until I saw a question I just wanted to answer. So I developed a name and I got my signature pic from the lovely and ticklish Mimi. I've been on and off the forum for four years now. It has been pretty difficult getting to meet people. All the years I have been on TMF I never met anyone in Wyoming. Sometimes I can't believe there is no one in the entire state involved in the forum. They are either in hiding or lurking. Update 2015: I am now living in North Carolina and am hoping to get to know the community that resides in this state.
I have met and talked with some people from other states but I don't really have the cash to spend for traveling to meet others so it has been on a very limited basis. So I do my best to involve myself through the internet. I am hoping one day this will change. I look forward to tickling those who are into it and love it as much as I do.
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