Time for me to come clean.

[flightless_me]

I have had a large fear of my friends or family finding out about my tickling fetish for the longest time in my life. So in order to hide my real identity and be active in here i basically lied about my name and image. Im not going to give you my real name addah is my middle name. I dont think thats the big deal. However, It took my some time to realize i dont have anything to hide from. I was really scared guys. Really scared. My mother found out about me by reading my diary and constantly prying into it. She jugded me alot. And of course walking in on me and my boyfriend tickling me as im tied never helped. I became afraid my friends would find me on here. If i posted a real pic of me i was terrified they would see it and jugde me. Or my boyfriend would really see how big of a freak i am. But he now knows im on here. and i have come to a conclusion that if my friends or family jugde me if they ever see me on here....they werent really my friends at all. I have made alot of friends on here. I dont want to lie about my image any longer. The girl in the yahoo messenger account isnt me. Thats my step sister who said i could use it to hide. She and i were models. I dont however have a portfolio of my images on disk form. But i do have pics. Give me a sec to think of how to put them up here. And im sorry for missleading you. It took a while to crack my shell but im out! sorry i just couldnt hide

 

[flightless_me]

and a quick add. Why is it that my whole life and experience with this the first emotion i can pin on it is fear? Why is it so frightening the thought of someone knowing. I mean really think about it...its tickling....not like...the chinese shit box ....oh...gross.... anyways...anyone else that terrified you hide your real image so you can be open? its wierd. im sorry

 

[flightless_me]

how do i put pics up cause i want to get this over with like a bandaid

 

[Sockstickler]

Oh wow. You must have been scared to go through all of that. I'm glad you're deciding to be more open about things though. I'm the last one to give someone a hard time for hiding themselves on here. I don't think you have anything to apologize for. In other words, as far as I'm concerned, and I think I'd speak for a good portion of this site, you are forgiven.
As for how to attach a picture, you click on the "Manage attachments" button under where you'd type a post in.

 

[flightless_me]

i ant believe im doing this...my heart is pounding please if anyone knows me DONT TELL ME! ill be scared to ever talk to you agian i mean it....omg...im doing it...i need a drink....omg...lol that intense for me sorry

 

[flightless_me]

only difference about my now is my hair is longer...dark red...and i lost like...30 pounds..the wrong way lol.

 

[flightless_me]

lol im crying im so scared lol look at me i keep posting! lol..ill calm down lol

 

[Sockstickler]

Wow.
I don't know you, but let me be the first here to tell you that you, the real you, are a very beautiful woman, and I'm glad you're giving us this chance to see you 🙂

 

[flightless_me]

Wow.
I don't know you, but let me be the first here to tell you that you, the real you, are a very beautiful woman, and I'm glad you're giving us this chance to see you 🙂

*blush*awww...ty

 

[Sockstickler]

You're most welcome. I know this isn't easy for you, but I'm glad you're doing this, and whatever happens, good or ill, from it, I for one would be glad to stand in your corner.

 

[flightless_me]

You're most welcome. I know this isn't easy for you, but I'm glad you're doing this, and whatever happens, good or ill, from it, I for one would be glad to stand in your corner.

i feel much better. calm now..thanks

 

[Sockstickler]

No problem. You've taken your first big steps today to being a lot happier and not having to hide behind any aliases, and to being free to be who you really are. That's to be applauded. 😀

 

[Camel26]

I'm proud of you girl!!! And we all have your back...all of us have been there...

You're awesome...way to go being true to who you are!!!! And you are GORGEOUS!!!! 😀

 

[flightless_me]

ty wow i dont know why i was so scared anymore lol..

 

[Camel26]

It's scary...even though what we like is on the tamer side of the fetish spectrum (in my opinion anyway), it's still not vanilla...therefore, the rest of the vanilla/closeted folk of the world look down on anything that isn't vanilla...

I say give me tickling or give me death...cuz to live without it, and to have a really boring time in the bedroom...well, what's the point? It's not being true to who I am and what my needs are...and anyone that finds me or my pics/posts on here is checking out the site for themselves first...which means they are into it, too!!! So it's all good...just enjoy being you...fuck anyone that judges you...those who live in glass houses etc...😉

 

[LonelyKimiko]

*huge hugs* I'm sorry to hear about your troubles. I guess we all get scared sometimes. But I'm really glad you managed to come out of your shell so to speak 🙂 . Good on you girl!

 

[Sockstickler]

Couldn't have said it better, Camel 🙂

 

[-Kunoke-]

You're cute! 🙂

Good for you, coming out into the open like that. I admire the courage you must have to do something like this. I'm with everyone else here. To quote, we've got your back on this. The internet can be a scary place, and a dangerous one at that, so any fear you had was completely understandable. Sorry to hear about the troubles you have, and here's wishing happy times to you.

I for one hope you continue to be active in this community. It's been nice having you around so far, even if it wasn't "really" you. 😉

 

[flightless_me]

You're cute! 🙂

Good for you, coming out into the open like that. I admire the courage you must have to do something like this. I'm with everyone else here. To quote, we've got your back on this. The internet can be a scary place, and a dangerous one at that, so any fear you had was completely understandable. Sorry to hear about the troubles you have, and here's wishing happy times to you.

I for one hope you continue to be active in this community. It's been nice having you around so far, even if it wasn't "really" you. 😉

oh it was me, just the face on my messenger wasnt. And everytime someone sent me a messege cause they saw that face i felt bad. anyways dont know if ill use it anymore. maybe i will. lol. Ty all. The net is scary what if one day i get famous and someone posts this in that national enquirer thingy..lol i can see it now

"My name-a tickle fetish lover!" and then the whole world would know my friends and family till one day im kidnapped and tickle tortured my entire life all the while im loving that part

 

[-Kunoke-]

till one day im kidnapped and tickle tortured my entire life

Oh but that's the fun in it, isn't it. All I can hope is that it's me who is to do it. 😉

And yeah, I know it was you, I mean that because you were kind of hiding stuff, you wern't "really" you, and that's also what the quotes are for. You were really you, but you wern't "really" you. Get it? 😛

 

[flightless_me]

Oh but that's the fun in it, isn't it. All I can hope is that it's me who is to do it. 😉

And yeah, I know it was you, I mean that because you were kind of hiding stuff, you wern't "really" you, and that's also what the quotes are for. You were really you, but you wern't "really" you. Get it? 😛

So i was really me but i wasnt "really" me because i was pretending to be me but in fact pretending to be me wasnt being me and so i was never me so i wasnt "really" me when i said i was really me.....ya i get it

 

[-Kunoke-]

So i was really me but i wasnt "really" me because i was pretending to be me but in fact pretending to be me wasnt being me and so i was never me so i wasnt "really" me when i said i was really me.....ya i get it

What's even more sad is I understood that... :weird:

 

[flightless_me]

Welp i better get going to bed....lol..for the first time ever in like three days...omg i need sleep lol. have fun my idiot challanged friend...

i am the lord of all idiots!!!! bow to me if you dare!!! try...without hitting your head or something....

 

[-Kunoke-]

Welp i better get going to bed....lol..for the first time ever in like three days...omg i need sleep lol. have fun my idiot challanged friend...

i am the lord of all idiots!!!! bow to me if you dare!!! try...without hitting your head or something....

I don't dare in the least. 🙂 Goodnight.

 

[flightless_me]

i lied ill stay awake lol i found something i can do here mwahahahahah post videos!!!!