Tired of it!!!

[TKLVR181]

Well, it's finally come to this. Last night, I was rping on MSN with a pair of good friends of mine from TT: one had my arms up and the other was tickling the ever loving crap outta me.

And I gave up. I said "I give up." I've been avoiding saying this in front of one of them for a long while; I knew I'd get the "You...gave...UP?? Has hell...FROZEN OVER!?" response, and I've tried to keep up the image. I'm the tough girl who never gives up, I'm totally lerish without a lee bone in my body, right? Wrong. And I decided to finally share that fact with someone. I was afraid of what he'd say, but I went into it anyway.

So I went out on a limb and hoped I wouldn't. Not only did I get that, but he continued attacking me as well. Not what I was hoping for, but, unfortunately, pretty much what I was expecting. I went out on a limb and got burned. Maybe I was just looking for complete acceptance where I wasn't gonna find any. Hell, I've built up my own image so high I was bound to fall sooner or later.

But I'm tired of it, really. Tired of being afraid of the "You're....not invulnerable? You're feeling...LEEISH? Argh! It's a sign of the apocolypse!" reaction. I'm tired of pretending to be ashamed that yes, I do have a leeish bone, and depending on my mood, I have been known to annoy the hell out of a dragon just to get a good poke. Big deal. I'm also tired of people seeing that as a weakness on my part, as if it makes me less of a 'ler or a person. I sure don't, and I don't see it that way with my "lees".

I'm not sure exactly why I had to post all this, maybe I just had to get it off my chest, maybe I'm just going totaly aout of my mind, I dunno. But feedback welcome.

 

[F.L. Atlanta 10]

Well, it's finally come to this. Last night, I was rping on MSN with a pair of good friends of mine from TT: one had my arms up and the other was tickling the ever loving crap outta me.

And I gave up. I said "I give up." I've been avoiding saying this in front of one of them for a long while; I knew I'd get the "You...gave...UP?? Has hell...FROZEN OVER!?" response, and I've tried to keep up the image. I'm the tough girl who never gives up, I'm totally lerish without a lee bone in my body, right? Wrong. And I decided to finally share that fact with someone. I was afraid of what he'd say, but I went into it anyway.

So I went out on a limb and hoped I wouldn't. Not only did I get that, but he continued attacking me as well. Not what I was hoping for, but, unfortunately, pretty much what I was expecting. I went out on a limb and got burned. Maybe I was just looking for complete acceptance where I wasn't gonna find any. Hell, I've built up my own image so high I was bound to fall sooner or later.

But I'm tired of it, really. Tired of being afraid of the "You're....not invulnerable? You're feeling...LEEISH? Argh! It's a sign of the apocolypse!" reaction. I'm tired of pretending to be ashamed that yes, I do have a leeish bone, and depending on my mood, I have been known to annoy the hell out of a dragon just to get a good poke. Big deal. I'm also tired of people seeing that as a weakness on my part, as if it makes me less of a 'ler or a person. I sure don't, and I don't see it that way with my "lees".

I'm not sure exactly why I had to post all this, maybe I just had to get it off my chest, maybe I'm just going totaly aout of my mind, I dunno. But feedback welcome.

Wow Karen. Well, I see your actions as playfully as possible. Being a 35 ft Black Dragon, I know for a fact that we all have our weakness and to HELL with anyone who tries to exploit those weakness for personal gain. Some people take things too far, and I'll admit, I have pushed the limits of a person before. There is NO EXCUSE for that kinda bull shit.

 

[blackmagicjack1]

Nothing to be ashamed of Karen, it makes you human. Always a desirable and attractive trait in my book.

 

[tickle_fan031]

Well sooner or later this time had to come Karen.Besides it's not like you denied your leeish streak anyway-your previous preference mentioned a 20 % lee in you anyway.And like my addition in my sig says just coz you submit as a lee doesn't make you any less of a ler.Besides everyone has a weakness in life.Your strengths outweigh your weaknesses so as far as I'm concerned anyone who thinks differently can just b*gger off.Coz your rep is so high/big around here people shouldn't think anything of you submitting-hell it's not like you do it all the time,like some of us,you can't be stubborn for ever.lol.

To be honest Karen I don't think the people here do think anything of you submitting....people might razz you about it just coz it's never happened before.Also if they do they're only after one thing 😉

Thank goodness submitting doesn't mean you can't have a ler status or I would be classed as....*gulp*...100% lee-argh!now that doesn't even bear thinking about.lol.

Karen you're a class act and a legend and one hell of a ler--the little lee inside of you can't spoil that rep if you have to submit we will just love you even more for it. 😀

 

[TKLVR181]

Thanks everybody, 'specially you Helen *hugs her*

 

[tickle_fan031]

Thanks everybody, 'specially you Helen *hugs her*

No worries Karen*hugs her back*I'm only speaking the truth,besides as if I would like to my.....ler....lee.....erm I mean you! 😀

 

[F.L. Atlanta 10]

You're Welcome Karen (a.k.a. My Bad Ass LER) 😉

 

[Excess]

Well, I'm sure you knew what I was gonna say when I saw this, but I'm gonna say it anyway.

IT'S ABOUT TIME!!!!! 😛

Really, I had already told you that it was no big deal for a long time, so yeah, don't worry about it. It's not like you really did much to hide it anyway. Glad that you finally came out about it.

 

[TKLVR181]

Well, I'm sure you knew what I was gonna say when I saw this, but I'm gonna say it anyway.

IT'S ABOUT TIME!!!!! 😛

Really, I had already told you that it was no big deal for a long time, so yeah, don't worry about it. It's not like you really did much to hide it anyway. Glad that you finally came out about it.

LoL You always know how to make me feel better. Thanks.

Oh, and for those of you who don't know, that's his way of cheering me up😛 It worked.😛

 

[Sockstickler]

They're right. There's no shame in submitting or saying I give or anything like that, and it doesn't affect how others would see you or make you any less of a ler or anything like that. It is no big deal. It just tends to come as a surprise to people because, as Helen said, it's never happened before, and some friendly razzing about it is to be expected, but it's no big deal. And anyone who knows you does know you have a leeish side as well as a lerish side. I sure do. There is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of.

 

[TKLVR181]

Thank you Socks. Coming from you that means a lot to me 🙂

 

[tickle_fan031]

See Karen there's nothin to worry about....so don't make us all drag you outa the depressed ditch!!!

 

[Random_noob86]

Alright, i'm also tired of pretending. I'm not ashamed anymore. The truth is, i'm a 'ler. A bad ass 'ler. Ten times worse than Karen. 😀

...It's believable right? *Looks through my "Awesome lying for dummies" book* Yes, it's believable. I did everything in the book. Now you should all bow down to me and tell me it's about time i've come out of my shell. *Cough* Alright, it's not very believable. I guess I still need to learn a bit about lying. 😛

Seriously though, I'm glad you finally said it. There's no reason to pretend to be a bad ass 'ler all the time. I knew you had some 'lee in you. And for the record, your confession doesn't change my opinion on you. I still think you're an great friend who is also my awesome 'ler. =^_^=

Glad you confessed. Congrats.

 

[Excess]

LoL You always know how to make me feel better. Thanks.

Oh, and for those of you who don't know, that's his way of cheering me up😛 It worked.😛

Good, it better have, or else I'd just go on and on till it did. 😛

 

[Snail Shell]

Nothing wrong with being a lee or a ler and nothing wrong with saying 'I've had enough' either way. You're a human being Karen and you deserve to be treated as such. If someone pushes you in a way you don't like, push back. That's what I do. 🙂

I just hope this doesn't spoil our impending tickle fight. 😉

Snail Shell

 

[tickle_fan031]

Alright, i'm also tired of pretending. I'm not ashamed anymore. The truth is, i'm a 'ler. A bad ass 'ler. Ten times worse than Karen. 😀

...It's believable right? *Looks through my "Awesome lying for dummies" book* Yes, it's believable. I did everything in the book. Now you should all bow down to me and tell me it's about time i've come out of my shell. *Cough* Alright, it's not very believable. I guess I still need to learn a bit about lying. 😛

Seriously though, I'm glad you finally said it. There's no reason to pretend to be a bad ass 'ler all the time. I knew you had some 'lee in you. And for the record, your confession doesn't change my opinion on you. I still think you're an great friend who is also my awesome 'ler. =^_^=

Glad you confessed. Congrats.

LMAO Noob-you've still got it...you are one awesome dummy!hehe 😎

 

[morgandee]

how dramatic

 

[F.L. Atlanta 10]

Noob, you are still silly and I am 100 times better at LERing than you'll ever be. 😉

 

[Camel26]

Karen, though I don't really know you, I've always thought you were pretty amazing...and this information only makes me think even more of you...frankly, I think it makes you more well rounded, and I'm humbled by the fact that you are so willing to share so much of yourself with all of us here...

Girl, there ain't no shame in your game...you're amazing, and the fact that you can switch it up in life only makes you more amazing/intriguing/awesome/fabulous to me...and to all of your fans worldwide! 😀

If we ever get the opportunity to go to NEST together (and kick some Canadian butt!!!), we shall be a pair of switches to be reckoned with!

YOU ROCK MY STOCKS!!!! 😛

 

[TKLVR181]

OMG thanks so much guys! 😀😀😀 Hehe Noob, I love ya even if you are a big fat liar!😛

And yea, Camel, we're gonna kick SS's butt! :laughing:

 

[Snail Shell]

And yea, Camel, we're gonna kick SS's butt! :laughing:

Glad to see you're feeling better. It gets you no mercy at NEST from me, but I'm glad nonetheless. 😉

Snail Shell

 

[F.L. Atlanta 10]

Hopefully big brother Carter can be there with ya Karen. *slips into bodyguard/big brother garb* The only way to get to Karen is through me!

 

[ticklesgr8]

I dont know you Karen, but I hear from some mutual friends you are an awesome ler. I am a ler myself, but i dont have any lees. maybe you could give me some pointers sometime. YGG(You Go Girl!)

 

[F.L. Atlanta 10]

I dont know you Karen, but I hear from some mutual friends you are an awesome ler. I am a ler myself, but i dont have any lees. maybe you could give me some pointers sometime. YGG(You Go Girl!)

I'll bet, so you can use them on me!

 

[ticklesgr8]

you are just such a delicious lee Carter. i could just tickle u forever! (forever begins now)