Tired

[ticklebug101]

See my mood? It says tired. Physically, mentaly, emotionally, I'm just tired. I think too much about stuff I can't change, I care too much about people I know are gonna hurt me, I know I shouldn't but I do. I'm now calling myself an emotional masochist, cuz it seems no matter how much I get hurt, I always come back for more. Y'all don't have to reply to this one, I just wanted to vent some of my frustration. Comment if you want, if not, it's fine.
I'm going to sleep. Yeah I know it's only 10pm UK time but I don't care. Y'all have a good night.
Bug.

 

[Mash]

Yeah, I used to be like that. The solution for me was to just stop giving a damn. Apathy probably saved my little remaining sanity, and is by far the best thing to ever happen to me.

However, I wouldn't recommend this as a solution if you plan on having a social life. Some people take offense to you just blankly staring at them. x)

 

[tickle_fan031]

*gives a big hug to the bug*

Problem is Mash, Bug just hasn't got it in her to stop caring.

 

[Mash]

Yeah, I didn't figure so. It takes a special kind of asshole to stop giving a damn. x)

 

[tickle_fan031]

Hmm well Bug is "special" haha but not an asshole.

 

[Mash]

Oh well yeah. That's not who I was aiming that implication at. =P

 

[Chris Prime]

Poor Poor Bug! I feel the same way too sometimes, it can get to you whenever you can't sleep and makes you go nuts sometimes, still I hope things go better for you Bug! 🙂 You take care and good night at least. 😉 :wub

 

[Johnny lea]

Hello Ticklebug 🙂 I know we don't know each other but coming across your post did strike a cord in me, I too in my past have found myself in such moments of despair.

Maybe what you need right now is some quality you time, shut yourself away from any problems and enjoy yourself. Remind yourself of what makes you special and all of your best qualities and most importantly to continue loving yourself. We are all beautifully unique in our own ways, there will never be another one of us on this planet.

It can be hard with people who continue to hurt us, especially if we consider them friends. I don't know what your current situation is and nor is it my business to, just always remember your worth and that your just as important as them.

Try not to worry about things you can't change, focus on the here and now and how things can get better. In the words of the great Marlon Brando "All that we have is now."

Chances are you could wake up feeling a bit better tomorrow after a good nights sleep.

I hope things get better regardless.

 

[ticklebug101]

Thanks everyone

 

[tickle_fan031]

just always remember your worth and that your just as important as them.

Try not to worry about things you can't change, focus on the here and now and how things can get better. In the words of the great Marlon Brando "All that we have is now."

This is what I try to tell Bug....maybe she will listen hearing it from someone else. 🙂

*hugs to the bug*

 

[ticklebug101]

*Hugs my leecub*
And thanks Johnny

 

[Chris Prime]

And looks like I guess I have to follow Johnny Lea's advice as well, things had not gone well with me on Gallifrey Base, so I shall spend sometime on my own at the moment.

Still Bug, I hope things go better for you in future though. 🙂

*huggles*

 

[mandahhh]

I know exactly how you feel Bug. I feel like that a lot of the time too, but keep thinking positively and everything will be just fine. 🙂

Just listen to some Wicked and you'll be happy :stickout

 

[Johnny lea]

And thanks Johnny

Your most welcome 🙂 You look after yourself and as our hip hop friends say "Do you" a bit more.

And looks like I guess I have to follow Johnny Lea's advice as well, things had not gone well with me on Gallifrey Base, so I shall spend sometime on my own at the moment.

Stay strong too Chris. I think a bit of alone time by ourselves is underrated, our friends and families are important but understanding ourselves is just as crucial. Whatever happens always believe in yourself.

Happiness all round to you all 🙂

 

[ticklebug101]

Thanks everyone. I feel better mentally than I did, I just have to do one thing and hopefully that will lift a weight off my mind. But I'm still physically tired. For the last 3 nights I've been asleep by about 10:30. But I'm sleeping, so that helps.

 

[Chris Prime]

That is good news Bug! 😀 Things are going more smoothingly. 😉

And Thanks for the encouraging word Johnny Lea, I'll keep that in mind and prepare myself for some different bits of entertainment than the usual American/British style for a short while. Thankfully after Disney's Tangled/Rapunzel, a bit of Japanese Tokusatsu (Special Effects shows like Kamen Rider & Super Sentai) might come in mind. 🙂

 

[ticklebug101]

That's done now. Thanks Chris xx