I'll state my case of which I'm certain
I've lived my fantasy a few times, to enjoy a lovely evening with a lovely little girl, 2 years younger than I at most, 4 years older than I *or in one case 7 years but that was in Spain* anywhere in those lines I find acceptable for my age, always keeping something to remember the night from, a tender kiss
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, staring into her vast and vacant eyes, anything that I will cherish for the rest of my life. Than, as the night rolls away, just lying with her
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watching the twilight fade and gently tickling her anywhere. Playful and innocent, not so rough that she tries to get away, just pleasant and gentle. Something to etch into memory for all time. Ah, the golden days of yore. I've lived this 4 times, twice in France, once in Spain, and just recently on New Years. All 4 times in 2001, a year I'll never forget for many, many reasons.
I turned 18 in 2001, does everyone's first year of man-hood feel so special? I learned new meanings of mourning, loving, hating, and trusting.
"I've loved, I've laughed and cried, I've had my fill, my share of losing, and now as tears subside I find it all so amusing. To think I did all that, and may I say not in a shy way, oh no, oh no not me, I did it my way." Sinatra.