Update on TickleLee's impending doom

[TickleLee]

I have finally heard back from the woman who is coming to Luzianna to make me regret ever letting her tie me up. And thank goodness I have. I thought she'd decided against it and was not returning emails but she's just been out of town.

I was about to submit to a 3 day tickling at the hands of someone who frankly I was scared would end up raping me or taking photos and keeping them. But, I decided against it because of the nasty reputation this other person has.

So... I got an email tonight. It looks like it's going to be five women tickling me. FIVE. Needless to say, I'm now REALLY nervous. These are kind ladies (I know 2 of them personally). I'm in for a few hours of tickling. I already know that I'll be in genuine tears after one hour and mentally GONE come the end of this.

One friend has expressed with glee that she'd love to see me trying to escape in my, "tighty-whiteys". I'm HONESTLY going to try to talk my way out of being stripped to underwear. However I've indicated that I will let them either strip me or make me strip to that point. With five of them I know that physically escaping from 5 women, regardless of how tiny they are is not going to be possible. It's especially not going to be possible considering two or three grabs to the ribs is enough to make me do anything.

It's a real luxury to have ladies who are aware that this is just a playful, fun thing for me doing this. They also are aware that I want to be taken beyond my limits and put in a genuinely begging state. Blissful terror. Utterly blissful terror.



My poor, poor ribs.... my poor armpits... my poor stomach... my poor... Aw hell, my poor body!

 

[grippedchimp]

Hee hee, sucks to be you! Mind you, you might enjoy it, so have a good larf then!

 

[TickleLee]

Hee hee, sucks to be you! Mind you, you might enjoy it, so have a good larf then!

I think I know what I'm in for now a bit better. I hadn't planned on telling one of my friends who is going to come with me cuz I worried that she would not let the other ladies work their magic.

Boy... was I.... wrong.

She was PISSED that I hadn't mentioned that I got an email (after 2 weeks of waiting) from the woman I'm to meet.

She ATTACKED me WHILE I was already in a giggling laughing HARD fit over embarassment at admitting again that I'm in for the tickling. She tickled the SHIT out of me for a good 60 seconds.

If I survived that, I think I can survive 3 hours under multiple ladies torment.

This is gonna be fun....!

 

[TickleLee]

Oh, to quote my friend, "Why didn't you TELL me she emailed??? huh?" and then, "You DESERVED that after not telling me, I'm sorry."

She also gave me the "You poor, poor bastard," look which drove me insane. She left SCRATCH marks! =)

Onward I go.... hehe. I'm doomed.

Oh, more good news: I have identified the emotion I have with tickling. It's the same as the one I felt before skydiving. The same one I felt before flying a real plane for the 1st time. The same one as when I took my first airplane flight (I _was_ scared of heights).

This is some sort of challenge like getting on a really creepy roller coaster. I have to do it so that I can say I've done it.

Weird, huh?

I mean I don't intend to do but this one tickling session. I'm certain of that. The tickling will be more intense than what I experienced tonight and for 120-180 times longer. I could be in for quite a ride (no safe words for me). =) Hehe. Glutton for punishment.

-TL

 

[The Pianist]

Lucky Bastard 😛

 

[narin]

Wow...

You. Are. Insane. 5 women? FIVE WOMEN?

Women are evil... you know that right... they can be sweet, loving creatures, but essentially, evil, especially if you let them get the upperhand, ESPECIALLY if that upperhand is placed strategically over your ribcage...

But man, I have to say, wow... I wish I had 5 girlfriends who would give me what you're going to get. I've never been taken to my limit... a good solid hour of tickling, but only one pair of hands, so, not nearly as maddening as I'm sure 10 hands will be...

Wow. That's all I have to say. I salute you Oh Brave One 🙂


- Narin

 

[He-Man]

Lucky Bastard 😛

Yeah, lucky bastard. lol WHERE THE HELL IN LOUISIANA DID YOU FIND THOSE WOMEN?! *pouts* IliveinLouisianandIwannabetickle-torturedtoo! I wannaIwannaIwannaaaaaa! 😛

lol Damn..some guys have all the luck. 😛

 

[TickleLee]

Where in the hell?

Actually, only 3 of the 5 are in Louisiana.

The remaining 2 are actually in another state and are flying in for it.

And 2 of the 5 are maybe's. They aren't quite sure they want to go. Reason being I've explained to them that NO amount of begging is to be accepted. NONE. This could mean some really desperate, pleading, honest to goodness crying and complaining. I waaaant NO mercy. And one of the 5 has promised this. Two of the 5 are close friends and they may freak out when I freak out. I've told them to NOT come if they are going to do so and to LEAVE if they do start to freak.

Keep in mind that this is still quite fragile and could fall apart. But I suspect that if the ringleader of the 5 can't or won't make it that the remaining 2 that I know really well will oblige me.

What's really sweet about it all is that they respect the fact that I don't want to be stripped completely bare and that this is NOT an invitation to sex (the whole chastity and religion thing). I also would rather not be stripped to my underwear but I've told them that if they can tickle me into agreeing to it that it's OK. I've also told them that if they just can't resist the urge to get access to that much bare skin that they can forcibly remove everything but my underwear.

As I've stated numerous times, I consider tickling to be potentially sexual. For me, I KNOW it isn't unless I am married to the person and I know that sex is coming. Even if I were dating one of these women I'd not consider the event sexual until there's a ring involved. This doesn't mean that I won't be physically aroused at some points during the torture. I'm sure that I will be aroused at times. I've also made it abundantly clear to all involved that if that happens, it means I'm not being tickled hard enough and that I have little control over that bit of anatomy's behaviour. I can control what I do with that anatomy though. And having sex isn't part of the plan.

One of these "friends" is actually accpeting payment (she's a prof. domme). But she's intrigued beyond belief at my statements regarding the tickling. Namely, she's intrigued that it's this playful dare and bravery thing and not a sex thing. Hence, she has friends willing to pay for their own transportation here. I HATE the word mistress... and I'll use it if demanded out of respect. But until there's a well placed hand on my rib cage, that isn't going to happen. The prof. domme in this is certainly respectful of my wishes on this matter. Both the bit about NO SEX and the bit about NO MERCY. I told em to just make sure I can get a few breaths in here and there.

And YES, women are VERY EVIL critters at their very core. I've dropped the 1980s notion that they are made of sugar and spice. Sugar and spice are definitely part of their physiology but they are NOT pure sugar and spice. There's a bit of onion in there too. And as we all know, "Not everybody likes onions."

One of the friends who recenty attacked me while I was in the midst of a fit of REALLY HARD laughter showed me that she is perfectly capable of insurmountable playful sadism. She would make a good wife for me if she could just do without the sex until marriage. I need to give her a name for this forum. I'll call her "T." T is definitely interested in me but she's got a really bad track record of fidelity to her boyfriends. Her current boyfriend is a WORK OF ART. The guy is in an MBA program, straight laced, and well... he MUST love her since he's forgiven her for the one cheating that she told him about. He respects the friendship that T and I share. Though I suspect that my own personality is putting as strain on them. He's also very, very non passionate. And T has indicated that she wants a passionate man.

She wants someone passionate about something - anything. I'm passionate about flight simulations (I've got damn near a full blown simulator hoooked up to my PC). I'm passionate about skydiving. I'm passionate about biochemistry, zoology, and in particular Ca2+ regulatory mechanisms in turtle neurons (which we know very little about but it's a nice topic of research at the moment). I'm passionate about computer networking and programming. I'm fascinated by 3d graphics. I LOVE my kitty witty bitty baby luvinesses of hearts with fur. I really enjoy the Harry Potter books (Hermione and Ron have GOT to start dating). I have a rat that I let watch movies with me. I'm ALSO passionate about chastity. I've had too many broken hearts to mess with the emotions I have connected with sex to chance a broken heart until someone is legally required to be in bed the next morning and not driving home. 😀

So... we would be great for each other. BUT she has to be as chaste as possible and definitely celibate until we are married. We've been on an "I love you" basis for months. But it's a purely platonic "I love you." I say the same to my male friends and they understand what I mean. BUT, after she made the comment that she'd have a problem with not having sex, she pretty much sealed the door to us getting married shut. I've other opportunities and one other woman I'm courting (we'll call her "C.") has an exemplary record of chastity and would never expect me to discard my own passion for chastity. C is probably going to be the one I marry.

I'm a tad eccentric, I know.😎 If you guys knew all the weird things about me you'd definitely say so.

One final note... Yes, I am a lucky bastard. =) I REALLY hope it will be the 5 women I think it will be. I also hope that they succeed in the ONE objective I've set for them regarding my tickling. I want to regret EVER letting them tie me up. I want to honestly be glad when the 2 (maybe 3) hours is over. I don't want to know how much longer I have to go at any point. I want to be wrestled to the bed because I'll be too scared to do it voluntarily. I want to be in pure tickle hell and making an honest attempt at escape.

-TickleLee

 

[ShiningIce]

*Sigh* you almost make me wish I was ticklish.............but then again, No. 😀

 

[TickleLee]

*Sigh* you almost make me wish I was ticklish.............but then again, No. 😀

Ok... I'll bite. Why on Earth would you want to be this ticklish?

BTW - it has begun to fall apart. But I'm courting another mistress (I HATE that word) a bit closer to home. I could be subjected to 2 to 3 ticklers in a month's time.

 

[ShiningIce]

Why on Earth would you want to be this ticklish?

Simple look at all the attention you're getting. Male lees have all the fun.

 

[TickleLee]

Simple look at all the attention you're getting. Male lees have all the fun.

Oh, you *are* kidding. 😀

Male 'lees have a HARD time finding a tickler. A VERY hard time. In fact, so hard that I'm prolly going to have to PAY for a tickler. 🙁

Female ticklers are few and far between. 😀

 

[TickleLee]

Oh, and for the record, I'm attractive - so it isn't a looks thing keeping me from finding ticklers. 😉

 

[jordan]

I don't know if I should feel happy for you or pity you. Nah I'll pity myself, for not being there.

Get used to saying this...

"Help me, help me!"