Using my powers for evil.

[Journia]

I am a dangerous person, in mind and in body. I can be so nice, yet be so violent. I am like the last person you would expect to be an assassin, yet the first to shoot the president. Though that isn't the point, so don't take it literally. I have been very fortunate with females in being able to tickle their feet and other areas of their body in public and film it. But, I find that I have an urge, to do it, one whose root is in an evil origin.

I decided to post this in order to see what you all thought of this. After all, everything I have done on this forum has been under the influence of an evil force, and upon this I do not jest. In much of what I have done there is evil. Jealousy, lust...overly lust in some cases. I can recall events in which I was just sitting there, being a nice gentleman, and then an event occured which led me to almost killing someone. Almost getting me expelled, of course anytime I do something it is within good reason.

But when it comes to tickling..what good reason is there? I am not a casual tickler, whenever I tickle a female, be it friend or not, it is never casual...always premeditated...always. I have never tickled someone without thinking it over first...what are the consequences of this action? Would I be able to defend myself? How will the person react to my action? Will I be viewed the same way in the eyes of this person after I do this? Will it be for better or worse? Do I really want to risk that change?
Even the media I have put forth, be it artwork or gallery pictures or movies...it all has been in influence by this evil force, I have allowed to consume me for almost my whole lifetime.

Though I do not admit to having a problem, I wish to post this to see what the response would be. I also wanted to know if any of you felt this way too. And I do know how to stop it. For me that is. While I could council, there is probably not even a snowball's chance in an approaching lava flow on the hottest day of the year in a rainforest on the equator of me finding a way for you. But I could try.
I think this is the longest and most organized post I have made for a thread, save for the story I posted.

 

[Betchass1]

To a person it's just string, but to a cat it's tearing throats out. Humans are predators, and that's an instinct that doesn't just go away.
I believe if they set up an NFL in the Middle East (and stopped bombing) peace would be almost guaranteed.
Jung would call that evil force your shadow. It's hidden for lots of reasons, so it's not always good to embrace it completely, but it's good to acknowledge and respect it. Most people I know project it onto others.

 

[Journia]

Ah..I see. Well, at least I know what it is fully. And Can control it. Thank you Betchass, and I apologize again for that childish crack I made about you.

 

[Senshi1]

I can't help but think of the movie "One Hour Photo."

Also, it has to be said to the other members, whilst a couple of you in the past have said that Journia can be "overbearing" and "insulting", which to some extent on TT is true, on MSN Journia really is tremendous fun. 😀

 

[Journia]

Why thank you. And again Senshi, your signature and my signature were going to have the same tupac fact on there, if I had not seen it first.

 

[Journia]

Hey!!! It is my birthday!!!! January 1st 1315!!!!!

 

[Senshi1]

Congratulations on your birthday. 😀 And if you like we can share the Tupac fact - I'll have the first half and you can have the second half. 😀