fblueraincoat
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i posted this message to "get to know eachother.." thread at first; but after a while i decided to post it as a new thread 'cause it didn't perfectly fit there, as long as i had written nothing personal for anyone to ever get to know about myself. (maybe not that ready still?...)
until a couple weeks ago; i would be the last single person on earth to belive that i will be posting to TT Forums someday. but now i have realized that. i have been here for so long that i don't even remember when that exactly was, but have never been brave enough to even register to the forums. i always had much to say; yet always chose to stay a little away.
for so long, i used to believe that life is too short to delay things, and i could finally find the courage (which i always had in "normal" social affairs throughout my whole life) to post here; thanks to some of you, encouraging other people to come out of their isolation, just like me. maybe i have wasted many years without even noticing that i am not the only person on earth to ever fear of talking about it.
i am not thinking of writing the details about myself here but i will always welcome any pm's and would like to talk that way for now if you will excuse my ongoing shy attitude. besides, i am eager to keep on writing to this topic (and many more topics later on) so please feel free to write to me under this topic too, and i will try my best to respond. i also wish to talk on yahoo msngr and/or msn with some of you that i have been reading about for some time, to get to know each other some more, considered that i finally started posting here.
i think i need at least 9 more posts to pm any of you, so unfortunately my turn ends here for now. and i am still unable to believe that i have posted here.. this was really a huge wall standing before me, and now i left it behind me. it's hard to explain how it feels. but maybe i will try to explain later on.
till that time, thanks to all of you who ever posted a word here to give the strength that many of us still needs.
hope to talk again later.
until a couple weeks ago; i would be the last single person on earth to belive that i will be posting to TT Forums someday. but now i have realized that. i have been here for so long that i don't even remember when that exactly was, but have never been brave enough to even register to the forums. i always had much to say; yet always chose to stay a little away.
for so long, i used to believe that life is too short to delay things, and i could finally find the courage (which i always had in "normal" social affairs throughout my whole life) to post here; thanks to some of you, encouraging other people to come out of their isolation, just like me. maybe i have wasted many years without even noticing that i am not the only person on earth to ever fear of talking about it.
i am not thinking of writing the details about myself here but i will always welcome any pm's and would like to talk that way for now if you will excuse my ongoing shy attitude. besides, i am eager to keep on writing to this topic (and many more topics later on) so please feel free to write to me under this topic too, and i will try my best to respond. i also wish to talk on yahoo msngr and/or msn with some of you that i have been reading about for some time, to get to know each other some more, considered that i finally started posting here.
i think i need at least 9 more posts to pm any of you, so unfortunately my turn ends here for now. and i am still unable to believe that i have posted here.. this was really a huge wall standing before me, and now i left it behind me. it's hard to explain how it feels. but maybe i will try to explain later on.
till that time, thanks to all of you who ever posted a word here to give the strength that many of us still needs.
hope to talk again later.
