I saw my dad for lunch today. We finally had a productive conversation. Of all things, he told me there are times he's afraid to say things to me, because of how I react. Him "afraid" of me? Didn't think that possible. He still has it in for my mom, accusing her of "holding me back", while not accepting real responsibility for his role in everything. We discussed Thanksgiving. Cheryl and he are spending it with the cousins I love so much. I don't want to be alone, but I warned my dad that if his cousins start with me, I'm going to go off on them, and he said he understood that. I'll probably end up going.
Hopefully by then.. I will have passed the exam. ALMOST tonight. (A 69, and of course I need 70 to pass). I'm too tired to take another practice test tonight. I took three already today. I hope tomorrow will be the day.
That's the latest. I hope things calm down for a while.
Hopefully by then.. I will have passed the exam. ALMOST tonight. (A 69, and of course I need 70 to pass). I'm too tired to take another practice test tonight. I took three already today. I hope tomorrow will be the day.
That's the latest. I hope things calm down for a while.
