My aunt the artist in unreal.. She carries on consistently about her own life, yet always sloughs over everyone else's serious problems.
Whenever I bring up my ongoing problems with my father, and my supervisor.. the witch always tells me to "Forget about it". She invalidates people's feelings. She used to do this with my mom all the time. Additionally, she has repeatedly attacked my mom,. as she cannot let her dead sister, who was very kind to her, rest in peace. Simply put, my aunt is a disgrace.
My situation with my entire family.. is very disheartening. I have two aunts who only go on about themselves. One who only wants the next $20 handout, (The astrologer) and the other, the artist,,. who blows off everyone's feelings.
I was summoned to dinner tonight by my father. Cheryl is coming. I'm not looking forward to it. I hope she doesn't start her same rant about my having a "Real job". This, from someone, who has lived her life, with indifference to me, not caring how my relationship with my father is,.. or what goes on with my life .
Bottom line: I have lost my biggest advocate to talk to about things in my life, my mom. No matter what we went through, she was always the best support system to me. I'm convinced that the lessons I'm learning now, with how my family treats me, are my repayment for the miserable human being I was to her when she was sick with cancer.
I'm working hard to improve myself, with my workout, my speech therapy, and the clients I hope will sign. I have to wonder when improvement will finally come.
Whenever I bring up my ongoing problems with my father, and my supervisor.. the witch always tells me to "Forget about it". She invalidates people's feelings. She used to do this with my mom all the time. Additionally, she has repeatedly attacked my mom,. as she cannot let her dead sister, who was very kind to her, rest in peace. Simply put, my aunt is a disgrace.
My situation with my entire family.. is very disheartening. I have two aunts who only go on about themselves. One who only wants the next $20 handout, (The astrologer) and the other, the artist,,. who blows off everyone's feelings.
I was summoned to dinner tonight by my father. Cheryl is coming. I'm not looking forward to it. I hope she doesn't start her same rant about my having a "Real job". This, from someone, who has lived her life, with indifference to me, not caring how my relationship with my father is,.. or what goes on with my life .
Bottom line: I have lost my biggest advocate to talk to about things in my life, my mom. No matter what we went through, she was always the best support system to me. I'm convinced that the lessons I'm learning now, with how my family treats me, are my repayment for the miserable human being I was to her when she was sick with cancer.
I'm working hard to improve myself, with my workout, my speech therapy, and the clients I hope will sign. I have to wonder when improvement will finally come.
