Hello all you people. As yoo can see, I use this place as a way to express myself so that I will not annoy anyone that does not want to hear it.
My mother has lost feeling in her leg due to her tumor pushing on the nerves. She can't walk and what is worse, She is so very sad.
I helped her into the bedroom tonight because she was tired. She began to cry! I put my arm around her and told herI loved her. Then she told me something that she told me a couple of days ago. She told me, she was tired of fighting. I held her tighter and told her again that I loved her.
Then I told her something that I just knew I had to say. As I sat there holding her I said, "if the pain was too much, and she was tired, then just stop fighting."
She hugged me back and I helped her lay down. She looked up at me and said, "I love you baby boy." I kissed her on her cheek and left the room to sob.
Why can't I just get a grip on this thing is what I want to know? Watching two people you love fall apart before you very eyes is taxing. I try and think of possitive things but I can't seem to find them.
I can feel the strain now and every bone in my body aches. All I want to do is scream. Am I selfish to think that this is unfair? Who is it really unfair for?
My mother has lost feeling in her leg due to her tumor pushing on the nerves. She can't walk and what is worse, She is so very sad.
I helped her into the bedroom tonight because she was tired. She began to cry! I put my arm around her and told herI loved her. Then she told me something that she told me a couple of days ago. She told me, she was tired of fighting. I held her tighter and told her again that I loved her.
Then I told her something that I just knew I had to say. As I sat there holding her I said, "if the pain was too much, and she was tired, then just stop fighting."
She hugged me back and I helped her lay down. She looked up at me and said, "I love you baby boy." I kissed her on her cheek and left the room to sob.
Why can't I just get a grip on this thing is what I want to know? Watching two people you love fall apart before you very eyes is taxing. I try and think of possitive things but I can't seem to find them.
I can feel the strain now and every bone in my body aches. All I want to do is scream. Am I selfish to think that this is unfair? Who is it really unfair for?
