Tomorrow morning at 6:10am, will be exactly five years since my beloved mother left me, and went to Heaven.
In that time, I have experienced incredible highs, devastating lows, and had very terrifying health scares, including severe seizures that endangered my life.
Those who know me, say, that it appears that I'm finally on the right track with my life.
I've addressed my serious seizures, found wonderful medical professionals to help me deal with the seizures, and gotten on track toward rebuilding my life.
In spite of my being "cautiously optimistic" about the steps I've taken.
April 4, 2017, has me extremely saddened.
I don't know exactly why tomorrow is hitting me in such a severe manner.
Yes, it's the fifth anniversary of my mother's passing.
I know that my mom is gone, every day, and has been for the last five years.
Yet, it seems as though every terrible event which happened on the morning my mom passed away, April 4, 2012, , is racing back to my mind.
I'm hopeful that tomorrow, is a one day "Bump in the road", of what has been a time of rebuilding.
I have no special plans for tomorrow, as the weather in NYC is supposed to be terrible, with heavy storms
I have basically been fairly stable about my mom no longer being with me.
Most of the time, it is an emptiness, and an ache in my heart, that I know will never go away.
On Wednesday, and for the rest of this week, and going forward, the rebuilding continues.
I just felt that, knowing how tomorrow would likely affect me, that I wanted to take a few hours, to reflect.
I'm hoping that any comments will be mindful of how I'm feeling.
Thanks.
In that time, I have experienced incredible highs, devastating lows, and had very terrifying health scares, including severe seizures that endangered my life.
Those who know me, say, that it appears that I'm finally on the right track with my life.
I've addressed my serious seizures, found wonderful medical professionals to help me deal with the seizures, and gotten on track toward rebuilding my life.
In spite of my being "cautiously optimistic" about the steps I've taken.
April 4, 2017, has me extremely saddened.
I don't know exactly why tomorrow is hitting me in such a severe manner.
Yes, it's the fifth anniversary of my mother's passing.
I know that my mom is gone, every day, and has been for the last five years.
Yet, it seems as though every terrible event which happened on the morning my mom passed away, April 4, 2012, , is racing back to my mind.
I'm hopeful that tomorrow, is a one day "Bump in the road", of what has been a time of rebuilding.
I have no special plans for tomorrow, as the weather in NYC is supposed to be terrible, with heavy storms
I have basically been fairly stable about my mom no longer being with me.
Most of the time, it is an emptiness, and an ache in my heart, that I know will never go away.
On Wednesday, and for the rest of this week, and going forward, the rebuilding continues.
I just felt that, knowing how tomorrow would likely affect me, that I wanted to take a few hours, to reflect.
I'm hoping that any comments will be mindful of how I'm feeling.
Thanks.
