Like I've said, I've grown considerably in the past few months. I've been sending PMs to people that I've always wanted to chat with, and I don't psych myself out anymore. Still need work up a little courage, but overall I don't get scared of making a fool of myself. Lol. 😀
A few years ago I had started being more active in the General Discussion, mainly in the SSF. Now that I've grown out of my shell, I'm even more active than I used to be. I swear, I've posted more in the past few months than I have in the past few years. 😱
Very recently I started to wonder if people are starting see me differently now because of how much I've come out of my shell and how active I am. I've made so many new friends and I've having a blast getting to know people.
Then I learned a couple of people were trying to stir up shit. Something I wasn't even aware of because I just don't pay attention to that crap.
Anyway, I don't understand why anyone would want to sabotage a friendship I made during these months of self-growth. Did those people want me to think the worst of my friend? Did they want me to lose the confidence I worked so hard to build? What would they have gained by sabotaging my friendship with another member? I don't get it.
Whatever they had hoped to gain, they didn't get it. I'm not some fragile little flower that'll break under the least bit of strain. I will not let anyone destroy the friendships I've made.
So I'm ending this with this: If anyone's heard any rumors concerning me and any of the people I interact with, please let me know. I want to know if anyone's trying to start shit about me.
Heh, never thought I'd be the type of person to have shit started about. 😛
A few years ago I had started being more active in the General Discussion, mainly in the SSF. Now that I've grown out of my shell, I'm even more active than I used to be. I swear, I've posted more in the past few months than I have in the past few years. 😱
Very recently I started to wonder if people are starting see me differently now because of how much I've come out of my shell and how active I am. I've made so many new friends and I've having a blast getting to know people.
Then I learned a couple of people were trying to stir up shit. Something I wasn't even aware of because I just don't pay attention to that crap.
Anyway, I don't understand why anyone would want to sabotage a friendship I made during these months of self-growth. Did those people want me to think the worst of my friend? Did they want me to lose the confidence I worked so hard to build? What would they have gained by sabotaging my friendship with another member? I don't get it.
Whatever they had hoped to gain, they didn't get it. I'm not some fragile little flower that'll break under the least bit of strain. I will not let anyone destroy the friendships I've made.
So I'm ending this with this: If anyone's heard any rumors concerning me and any of the people I interact with, please let me know. I want to know if anyone's trying to start shit about me.
Heh, never thought I'd be the type of person to have shit started about. 😛
I just booked my flight...