Blog entries by iloveddub

I need a place to vent, rant, maybe even mope. It seems meeting decent people with the same kink, a good sense of humor, and in the same age range is impossible. I have met a few great guys and talked with a couple nice girls. Other than that, it seems there are no social skills here at...

My marriage is now...over. I'm scared to death. It's been a while since I was out there, on my own. I do question if the fetishes are just too much. At what price tag can I continue to feed this need? To scratch my itch. This will not be as amicable as I had hoped. He's playing hardball...

This week is coming upon my most hated week. This is the week, I will have a harder time being "me". There might be some extra anger, and more sadness. On February 14, 2012, I got the phone call that my ex-husband had been found deceased. We were heading out the door for Valentines dinner...

It seems this has become my outlet lately, mainly when frustration calls. I didn't tell my husband about my fetish for almost 8 years. I started to tell him about 4 years prior, but I was told point blank that he didn't like it. I honored that, and sex dwindled away. A month ago he decides to...

There comes that moment. The moment you know something has to give. The moment you know that your fetish must truly be fed...regularly. The moment you realize your partner can't and/or won't handle it. There are things I crave that only another ticklephile would understand. The craving for...

Sometimes....I really consider leaving here. I can see why women don't hang around long. There are far more nasty people than nice ones, and I have no tolerance for it. Maybe its an off day, but its my rant for today.