After the incident I had last week, where Barney was smug about wanting to do our casino outing all his way, and then giving me a bullshit phone call, for whatever reason, I thought.. maybe.. that he would attempt to rectify himself, by making sure he sees me this weekend. It turns out, that wont be happening.
He's seeing his friend Paul tomorrow. Fine.. I get that. On Sunday I have to see my father. I was thinking that maybe.. Barney and I would have dinner or see one another tonight.. to make up for the incident last week. Turns out, that wont be happening.
After always demanding that I make long term plans.. when I asked Barney last night about getting together tonight, his reply, in a smug way, like he's the President of The United States was.. "I just don't know". His attitude is simply sickening.
I've hardly been seeing him lately, and maybe that' is for the best. With as frustrating as things have been for me, and as smug as Barney has been, I'm at least spared his arrogance.
I'll be in this apartment one year this Monday. With as difficult as everything was last year, right after my mom's passing.. it's chilling to think that as bad as things were then, things are infinitely worse now. At least back then, I wasn't having the issues I am with the family and friends, and I wasn't having the business difficulties I am. That isn't the case now.
He's seeing his friend Paul tomorrow. Fine.. I get that. On Sunday I have to see my father. I was thinking that maybe.. Barney and I would have dinner or see one another tonight.. to make up for the incident last week. Turns out, that wont be happening.
After always demanding that I make long term plans.. when I asked Barney last night about getting together tonight, his reply, in a smug way, like he's the President of The United States was.. "I just don't know". His attitude is simply sickening.
I've hardly been seeing him lately, and maybe that' is for the best. With as frustrating as things have been for me, and as smug as Barney has been, I'm at least spared his arrogance.
I'll be in this apartment one year this Monday. With as difficult as everything was last year, right after my mom's passing.. it's chilling to think that as bad as things were then, things are infinitely worse now. At least back then, I wasn't having the issues I am with the family and friends, and I wasn't having the business difficulties I am. That isn't the case now.
