So this isn’t going to be a fully fleshed out, neat, and tidy final copy version. Rather I'm just going to let my brain stream fluid consciousness and type it all out so it makes sense. That would literally take me weeks and I'll obsess over making it perfect lol So, I made an executive decision and this is the way it's going down. It won't be necessarily clean, but I think I like it better this way as it's authentic, natural, less edited, less polished, and more in the raw form. Also, to be fair this is the stuff no one really knows about me except a chosen few. Since most tops want to get inside my head and really know all of the deeply personal ways that I fantasize about being tickled (and therefore how I'd want you specifically to tickle me), then read on. ðŸ
I have some specific things that I know I would really enjoy or fantasize about having done to me. Most times i like to sit down and discuss everything first, making any last-minute negotiations or changes to anything. I am usually be anxious. I am always generally nervous right before play (especially when I take clothes off usually so I am wearing less kinda like the big reveal and I am self-conscious) until I am tied down and blindfolded. Sometimes it helps if the top sits beside me, rubs up and down my leg or pet my head, and just talk with me for a couple of minutes until we both get comfortable and naturally just let the play start once we are ready.
This is where it gets good. 😉 I enjoy lots of verbal teasing/threats related to the scene we are doing specifically or if there is something the top want to tease me on (none of that coochie-coo stuff, yuck). I enjoy being described exactly what is going to be done to me and how- in extremely explicit detail, whispered in my ear or in a teasing way at the start of a session. I really enjoy hearing about how “torturous” it’ll be- if it applies. I also love curse words used during this. Something about that makes me squirm. I want my top to be intentionally building anticipation, making me feel submissive, and helpless while they are letting me know exactly how much they are enjoying/going to enjoy tormenting me and what it will do physically to them, if that applies. Ex: I’m going to get so fucking horny from watching you struggle helplessly. Gets me every time. I enjoy light stroking at first with the top making suggestive observations about my body. I want the top to take their time exploring me all over. In my head, I envision it almost as them circling me while I am spread eagle naked or nearly naked. I wouldn't be able to see them, but I'd sense where they were, but not specifically know. I want to feel vulnerable, kinda like prey? I want them to make me admit how bad I want them to tickle and touch me and how much they know I’ll get off to it. Then, if it applies- further down the line take the time to notice my arousal by making sure that they know, that I know, they can see how turned on I am. Nothing is hotter when I'm 10, 20, or 30min in a scene bound and laying there like a hot ticklish gooey wet mess and they clearly see from my nipples or check to see how aroused I am. Then almost a little bit of humiliation in you making me admit that I "like" what you're doing to me and how that makes me so sexy and slutty, etc. (what can I say, I have a consensual non-consensual kink). Just have fun with it. I want my top to enjoy it and be into it- so if any of this doesn’t resonate with the person topping me, then by all means just skip it. Tickling 1 on 1 is just a very intimate (while also being platonic of friendly) way of connecting with someone and I don’t just pick people to have a session like what I’m describing.
I know either way- if it is incredibly teasing and intense and has me on every word and sensation, or if it’s just more for fun and is more casual- I will be enjoying it. At my core I’m just a girl who loves to laugh.
Moving back to what gets me going the most…I like to feel the arousal that I am causing the Top to feel by being pushed up against me or straddling my hips, staring down at me taunting me with how bad it’s going to be. All of those little teasing things just like send me to another world. When they find a spot that’s particularly bad, it’s a turn on when they mention to me that they found a sensitive spot.
I enjoy heavy fast-paced poking where the sensations are coming from one place to another so fast, that I can't react to one fully before another spot feels ticklish so I’m just constantly a second behind. I require a blindfold and bondage most times, but not for the whole time, and I am flexible on position. I also like being forced to try to think or make choices while being tickled and being surprised and not knowing what is coming next. Maybe come up with a game or task that I am obviously doomed to fail at and tease me while I'm failing. I enjoy the use of simple sensations and combine multiple sensations on me like with fingers, lips, tongue, and teeth. I enjoy being lickled up and down the insides of my forearms from my wrists almost to my underarms, on tops of my feet and under and in between my toes, the back of my kneecaps, and up and down my neck. Tops can nibble on my outer ankles, my soles, and my butt. I like my top to run their fingers softly up and down my back, in my underarms, down my sides while pinning me down, up and down the backs of my thighs, and across my butt. I like the insides of my thighs at the groin squeezed, right above my kneecaps, and my hip pockets.
I love when a top is to make me bust out into giggles then turning into loud laughter. I want my top to have me squirming and thrashing what I can in the bonds. I want my top to have me babbling nonsense, covered in sweat, my hair a complete knotted mess. 😠I enjoy banjo picks, electric toothbrushes, hairbrushes (when used softly), electric razors without the head, calligraphy brushes, (I hear silk scarves are great for teasing nipples, but I don't have that). I use coconut oil for any lotion, oil, or lube needs. I enjoy long licks, soft kisses, and a few rough bites here and there (but no hickies, gross). I hate being pinched hard and like multiple times, too. Not that you would, I'm just sharing. I find myself always wanting the laughing to turn into moaning and pleasure until my eyes roll back and my legs shake. Then tickling me again when I am super sensitive. It just becomes a constant circle.
Tickling --> arousal --> orgasm --> more tickling --> repeat arousal --> more orgasms. But if this doesn’t apply, feel free to skip it.
Most times I am not welcome to people touching my belly button as they always want to stick fingers in it, but if the top wants to give it some soft attention, I would enjoy that, but no raspberries. They don't do anything for me. I like to be tickled at a soft and slow way at first, then pick up the intensity and have it be more torturous and intense, then back to soft and slow with adding in sensual tickling. I would also advise...not to be afraid to be a little sadistic. Have fun with it! I like to be pushed/taken out of my comfort zone a bit so don't worry about being too much. Also, I am not exactly a small person and I tend to squirm and struggle. I like being put in my place lol Dan will attest to that. I can be a little bratty. ðŸ˜
So all of that is how I like to be tickled physically, but it’s a mental game too. My anxiety is like a runaway train if I let it become that way. I am either ruminating on the past or am jumping way ahead into the future wondering about what might happen and then feeling panic about it. The hard part of having anxiety is staying in the present. What I find is that when I am in a scene, tied, and blindfolded then I am fully able to let go. My brain turns off, goes on vacation, and my body takes over. I don't think, but instead, I only feel and enjoy. Struggling at the bonds and laughing hard gets rid of all of the anxious tension that is stored up in my body. While in subspace I am happy, giggly, and floaty just enjoying everything. High, essentially lol Dopamine and such. 🤗
Afterward, my mind is clear and my body is limp, loose, and relaxed. I also tend to play for at least 60 minutes, but it can easily go for 2 hours or more if well-paced. In terms of aftercare, I enjoy soft words, head pets, cuddles, physical touch, a snack, lots of water (also water breaks during play), and being covered up with something soft and warm. 😇 When the body gets out of that adrenaline high from being tickled, people get cold. I tend to be really calm, out of it & giggly, but quiet, and get sleepy after because I feel so good. I am usually pretty out of it for a while. If we play for a long time and if there is a lot of exertion on my end then I could be out of it an hour or I could fall asleep and be out for 4 if I have sleep debt to make up. 😴
I hope this gives a good idea of exactly how I like to be tickled. Any questions, just ask.
I have some specific things that I know I would really enjoy or fantasize about having done to me. Most times i like to sit down and discuss everything first, making any last-minute negotiations or changes to anything. I am usually be anxious. I am always generally nervous right before play (especially when I take clothes off usually so I am wearing less kinda like the big reveal and I am self-conscious) until I am tied down and blindfolded. Sometimes it helps if the top sits beside me, rubs up and down my leg or pet my head, and just talk with me for a couple of minutes until we both get comfortable and naturally just let the play start once we are ready.
This is where it gets good. 😉 I enjoy lots of verbal teasing/threats related to the scene we are doing specifically or if there is something the top want to tease me on (none of that coochie-coo stuff, yuck). I enjoy being described exactly what is going to be done to me and how- in extremely explicit detail, whispered in my ear or in a teasing way at the start of a session. I really enjoy hearing about how “torturous” it’ll be- if it applies. I also love curse words used during this. Something about that makes me squirm. I want my top to be intentionally building anticipation, making me feel submissive, and helpless while they are letting me know exactly how much they are enjoying/going to enjoy tormenting me and what it will do physically to them, if that applies. Ex: I’m going to get so fucking horny from watching you struggle helplessly. Gets me every time. I enjoy light stroking at first with the top making suggestive observations about my body. I want the top to take their time exploring me all over. In my head, I envision it almost as them circling me while I am spread eagle naked or nearly naked. I wouldn't be able to see them, but I'd sense where they were, but not specifically know. I want to feel vulnerable, kinda like prey? I want them to make me admit how bad I want them to tickle and touch me and how much they know I’ll get off to it. Then, if it applies- further down the line take the time to notice my arousal by making sure that they know, that I know, they can see how turned on I am. Nothing is hotter when I'm 10, 20, or 30min in a scene bound and laying there like a hot ticklish gooey wet mess and they clearly see from my nipples or check to see how aroused I am. Then almost a little bit of humiliation in you making me admit that I "like" what you're doing to me and how that makes me so sexy and slutty, etc. (what can I say, I have a consensual non-consensual kink). Just have fun with it. I want my top to enjoy it and be into it- so if any of this doesn’t resonate with the person topping me, then by all means just skip it. Tickling 1 on 1 is just a very intimate (while also being platonic of friendly) way of connecting with someone and I don’t just pick people to have a session like what I’m describing.
I know either way- if it is incredibly teasing and intense and has me on every word and sensation, or if it’s just more for fun and is more casual- I will be enjoying it. At my core I’m just a girl who loves to laugh.
Moving back to what gets me going the most…I like to feel the arousal that I am causing the Top to feel by being pushed up against me or straddling my hips, staring down at me taunting me with how bad it’s going to be. All of those little teasing things just like send me to another world. When they find a spot that’s particularly bad, it’s a turn on when they mention to me that they found a sensitive spot.
I enjoy heavy fast-paced poking where the sensations are coming from one place to another so fast, that I can't react to one fully before another spot feels ticklish so I’m just constantly a second behind. I require a blindfold and bondage most times, but not for the whole time, and I am flexible on position. I also like being forced to try to think or make choices while being tickled and being surprised and not knowing what is coming next. Maybe come up with a game or task that I am obviously doomed to fail at and tease me while I'm failing. I enjoy the use of simple sensations and combine multiple sensations on me like with fingers, lips, tongue, and teeth. I enjoy being lickled up and down the insides of my forearms from my wrists almost to my underarms, on tops of my feet and under and in between my toes, the back of my kneecaps, and up and down my neck. Tops can nibble on my outer ankles, my soles, and my butt. I like my top to run their fingers softly up and down my back, in my underarms, down my sides while pinning me down, up and down the backs of my thighs, and across my butt. I like the insides of my thighs at the groin squeezed, right above my kneecaps, and my hip pockets.
I love when a top is to make me bust out into giggles then turning into loud laughter. I want my top to have me squirming and thrashing what I can in the bonds. I want my top to have me babbling nonsense, covered in sweat, my hair a complete knotted mess. 😠I enjoy banjo picks, electric toothbrushes, hairbrushes (when used softly), electric razors without the head, calligraphy brushes, (I hear silk scarves are great for teasing nipples, but I don't have that). I use coconut oil for any lotion, oil, or lube needs. I enjoy long licks, soft kisses, and a few rough bites here and there (but no hickies, gross). I hate being pinched hard and like multiple times, too. Not that you would, I'm just sharing. I find myself always wanting the laughing to turn into moaning and pleasure until my eyes roll back and my legs shake. Then tickling me again when I am super sensitive. It just becomes a constant circle.
Tickling --> arousal --> orgasm --> more tickling --> repeat arousal --> more orgasms. But if this doesn’t apply, feel free to skip it.
Most times I am not welcome to people touching my belly button as they always want to stick fingers in it, but if the top wants to give it some soft attention, I would enjoy that, but no raspberries. They don't do anything for me. I like to be tickled at a soft and slow way at first, then pick up the intensity and have it be more torturous and intense, then back to soft and slow with adding in sensual tickling. I would also advise...not to be afraid to be a little sadistic. Have fun with it! I like to be pushed/taken out of my comfort zone a bit so don't worry about being too much. Also, I am not exactly a small person and I tend to squirm and struggle. I like being put in my place lol Dan will attest to that. I can be a little bratty. ðŸ˜
So all of that is how I like to be tickled physically, but it’s a mental game too. My anxiety is like a runaway train if I let it become that way. I am either ruminating on the past or am jumping way ahead into the future wondering about what might happen and then feeling panic about it. The hard part of having anxiety is staying in the present. What I find is that when I am in a scene, tied, and blindfolded then I am fully able to let go. My brain turns off, goes on vacation, and my body takes over. I don't think, but instead, I only feel and enjoy. Struggling at the bonds and laughing hard gets rid of all of the anxious tension that is stored up in my body. While in subspace I am happy, giggly, and floaty just enjoying everything. High, essentially lol Dopamine and such. 🤗
Afterward, my mind is clear and my body is limp, loose, and relaxed. I also tend to play for at least 60 minutes, but it can easily go for 2 hours or more if well-paced. In terms of aftercare, I enjoy soft words, head pets, cuddles, physical touch, a snack, lots of water (also water breaks during play), and being covered up with something soft and warm. 😇 When the body gets out of that adrenaline high from being tickled, people get cold. I tend to be really calm, out of it & giggly, but quiet, and get sleepy after because I feel so good. I am usually pretty out of it for a while. If we play for a long time and if there is a lot of exertion on my end then I could be out of it an hour or I could fall asleep and be out for 4 if I have sleep debt to make up. 😴
I hope this gives a good idea of exactly how I like to be tickled. Any questions, just ask.
