I began a new regimen last night of prayer, meditation, and self-hypnosis. I have so much negative energy that constantly invades my thoughts, and it's time to get rid of it. I haven't played in months, so this isn't subdrop. I haven't been hypnotized in awhile either, so my head is pretty clear of any suggestions, as far as I can tell. So I feel it should increase the potential success rate of self-hypnosis.
I've been digging in and reading a lot about emotional sadism, masochism, and the psychological dynamics of D/s. It's been suggested to me that I'm an emotional masochist. I really don't think I am. While it might appear to be that way from the outside, I really try to be aware of what's happening, and protect my head from getting fucked.
Okay, I had somewhere to go with this, but then I took a break and took the dogs outside, so I lost my train of thought. I'm gonna go stalk my ex-husband on Facebook instead. Just kidding. Or am I...
Whatever.
Good night.
I've been digging in and reading a lot about emotional sadism, masochism, and the psychological dynamics of D/s. It's been suggested to me that I'm an emotional masochist. I really don't think I am. While it might appear to be that way from the outside, I really try to be aware of what's happening, and protect my head from getting fucked.
Okay, I had somewhere to go with this, but then I took a break and took the dogs outside, so I lost my train of thought. I'm gonna go stalk my ex-husband on Facebook instead. Just kidding. Or am I...
Whatever.
Good night.
