Never really used this blog thing... Guess there's a first time for everything.
I really hope I get tickled tonight, or sometime soon... I've been holding out for a while, now. The GF is always tired when I want to have some fun :-( Plus, I just don't think she realizes how much I like it. I wish she liked it as much as me... I just feel awkward with her being vanilla and me being a fetishist, I feel like I'm a burden on her or something...
And I really, really want to be pushed to my limits... but she doesn't last that long, she gets tired of tickling rather quickly. Anyone want to help me out with this problem? XD
No, but really... I'm grateful that she obliges and does her best... But lately, I've just really been wanting more than I think she's willing (or able) to give, and that bothers me - I don't know what to do about it. Do I just deal? Am I doomed to never get what I want while I'm with her (which could very possibly be the rest of my life)? I talk to her about it, and she just says "I don't know what to tell you." *sigh*
Feeling kind of trapped I guess... Sorry, didn't mean for this blog to turn into a whiny bitch-fest, but I've been wanting to talk about this somewhere.
I really hope I get tickled tonight, or sometime soon... I've been holding out for a while, now. The GF is always tired when I want to have some fun :-( Plus, I just don't think she realizes how much I like it. I wish she liked it as much as me... I just feel awkward with her being vanilla and me being a fetishist, I feel like I'm a burden on her or something...
And I really, really want to be pushed to my limits... but she doesn't last that long, she gets tired of tickling rather quickly. Anyone want to help me out with this problem? XD
No, but really... I'm grateful that she obliges and does her best... But lately, I've just really been wanting more than I think she's willing (or able) to give, and that bothers me - I don't know what to do about it. Do I just deal? Am I doomed to never get what I want while I'm with her (which could very possibly be the rest of my life)? I talk to her about it, and she just says "I don't know what to tell you." *sigh*
Feeling kind of trapped I guess... Sorry, didn't mean for this blog to turn into a whiny bitch-fest, but I've been wanting to talk about this somewhere.
