Hmm. Dunno who you've been taking it out on. I've not been on enough to notice lately but the people that matter to you and vice versa know you're going through some shit right now so, they, we, understand. That's what friends are for, right? Good, bad AND emo. 😀
Your friends are obviously concerned about you Amy, I think they understand. But I don't think you should "put on a mask" for their (our) sake, since that is usually much more painful for the person who has to carry all the shit alone. Be a little selfish for once, if you need to talk/vent/whatever we are all here for you. But you know that already, I'm sure. 🙂
Its clear we care about you Amy! I don't know what your situation is because I haven't really been around much. Regardless, real friends are there through everything. the good, the bad and the inbetween. I remain a friend always & I am here to talk about anything or ya know we could make crazy vlogs to each other lol I love you girl!