Hey blog,
Although I come on when I can I like to keep myself out of sight, so to speak, so I can peruse the site at my leisure. (A tactic I've used for other major social networking sites) What I'm learning about myself however is that I'm slowing growing out of the need and desire to make myself visible and post on such sites with any semblance of regularity and progressing to a state of abandoning some of those sites altogether. I've made some amazing friends over the course of time that I've posted regularly, many of who I will keep in contact with going forward, but now with my full-time rotational schedule job being what it is I find myself less and less on the kink networking sites (TMF included) and determining that I don't really have as much interest now as I once did. The best way to describe this feeling is that I'm digressing; now having chosen to become a lurker again because I just don't have any interest in posting my thoughts or feelings on the various topics anymore. There just aren't any threads on any of my sites that I find interesting enough to post in, using here as an example even the Silly Stuff forum threads I've posted in previously with religious diligence have fallen by the wayside. I'm not sure if this will ever be the case fully, but I feel like I'm slowly progressing away from the kinky part of me and part of the collateral damage of that progression is my lack of desire to make myself visible and present on these forums. Perhaps down the road there will be some grand epiphany and I'll start posting again but as things stand now I will remain on the sidelines and see how my life turns out.
For all I know this may very well be the last blog I write but we'll just have to wait and see.
Although I come on when I can I like to keep myself out of sight, so to speak, so I can peruse the site at my leisure. (A tactic I've used for other major social networking sites) What I'm learning about myself however is that I'm slowing growing out of the need and desire to make myself visible and post on such sites with any semblance of regularity and progressing to a state of abandoning some of those sites altogether. I've made some amazing friends over the course of time that I've posted regularly, many of who I will keep in contact with going forward, but now with my full-time rotational schedule job being what it is I find myself less and less on the kink networking sites (TMF included) and determining that I don't really have as much interest now as I once did. The best way to describe this feeling is that I'm digressing; now having chosen to become a lurker again because I just don't have any interest in posting my thoughts or feelings on the various topics anymore. There just aren't any threads on any of my sites that I find interesting enough to post in, using here as an example even the Silly Stuff forum threads I've posted in previously with religious diligence have fallen by the wayside. I'm not sure if this will ever be the case fully, but I feel like I'm slowly progressing away from the kinky part of me and part of the collateral damage of that progression is my lack of desire to make myself visible and present on these forums. Perhaps down the road there will be some grand epiphany and I'll start posting again but as things stand now I will remain on the sidelines and see how my life turns out.
For all I know this may very well be the last blog I write but we'll just have to wait and see.
