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It Deteriorates..

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I had to see my father for dinner tonight, because I stupidly lost my keys. Our dinner turned into more of the same.

My father continues to rant on about my mom, going on about how people told him to put her in the street. I despised his mother, yet have refrained from saying bad things about her, because I know she's dead, and cant hurt me anymore. When I asked him why he cant realize the same about my mom, his answer was "The anomoysity remains".

When I expressed my fury about my uncle's atttiude, and how my uncle wants to cause another estrangement between my father and me, my father disputed me, telling me that isnt so. Er..the man told me my father and I should be estranged.. so.

Then my father asked me if I am "ready to talk to someone". (A shrink). I told him yes. I dont see what good a shrink is going to do. Is it going to bring my mom back? Is it going to get my father to treat me better, and stop justifying everyone who hurts me? The real question to me is.. why doesnt HE talk to someone, to deal with his unresolved anger toward my mom and me.

I know that my father is never going to change. In reality, I need to become self sufficient, and probably have very little to do with him. I've tried my damnest to make this relationship succeed, but its likely it really cant, and probably never will because he sees me as my mom's son, and not his. Reality is, I will never love him the way I loved my mom, because this is how he set it up.

Thats the latest.

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Aww, puppy love is cute. It's funny, I never had a puppy love crush on anyone before. It's like boys were invisible to me or something. :shrug: lol I guess I just preferred my Disney cartoons, coloring books, and action figures. 😉 I guess you feel nothing now because crushes come and go, ya know? And the fact that you're already taken might have something to do with it. 😀
 
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AmandaBear;bt4599 said:
I guess you feel nothing now because crushes come and go, ya know? And the fact that you're already taken might have something to do with it. 😀

I had a crush on him for so long, I thought that I would have felt something. :shrug:

But yeah, I think so too that me being with Dan has something to do with it. :wub:
 
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