Family Rant.. best posted in the blog, and no.. this isn't about my dad.
Sometimes.. I just wonder how "God" works.
Simply put.. my two aunts, my mother';s sisters, are miserable, useless, worthless pieces of shit. When I think about how they treated my mom, and how they treat me, it makes me wonder why they weren't cut off, long ago.
Granted.. both of them are poor. One, the artist, is living in an abusive (emotionally) marriage. She is currently trying to get low income housing. on par with her SS check.
This morning, she made a comment that made me want to throw her through a wall. While I understand she's distressed.. she said.. ""It's like being diagnosed with cancer".
Having never had Cancer, how could she possibly say that. NO ONE knows what having cancer is like, except my mom, other people who had it, and unfortunately died, and those who suffered, lived, and survived. As much as I bitched about my life, ever.. my mom had it far worse than I ever have.
My other aunt.. only calls me when I'm working on my exam, and expects me to drop everything. I'm usually busy studying all day now, and most of the night. Last night I called her.., at., 1130, after studying for the greater part of about nine hours. She was rude, nasty, and hung up on me.
I have to wonder.. why.. my wonderful mother was taken from me, and these useless pieces of shit are still here. I know they have difficult lives. I've helped them, many times. I've offered to do a business with my aunt the artist.. only to be belitted, abused, have phones slammed on me, etc etc.
Before she died, I promised my mom that I was going to stay in touch with them. I';ve done my best. They, on the other hand, let out all their anger to me, as my aunt the artist, protects her own son, my cousin, from everything, because "He has a job"
My plan now: Avoid them both,. I do not need this shit. Hopefully, I can continue work on my exam, pass it soon, start working in the field, and not have time for them. Then, after their nastiness.. when they don't hear from me, I'll get calls "Why don't you call us".
I know I have to put them out of my mind. The only
thing that matters now is that I finish my studying/test practice, and take my exam.
Sometimes.. I just wonder how "God" works.
Simply put.. my two aunts, my mother';s sisters, are miserable, useless, worthless pieces of shit. When I think about how they treated my mom, and how they treat me, it makes me wonder why they weren't cut off, long ago.
Granted.. both of them are poor. One, the artist, is living in an abusive (emotionally) marriage. She is currently trying to get low income housing. on par with her SS check.
This morning, she made a comment that made me want to throw her through a wall. While I understand she's distressed.. she said.. ""It's like being diagnosed with cancer".
Having never had Cancer, how could she possibly say that. NO ONE knows what having cancer is like, except my mom, other people who had it, and unfortunately died, and those who suffered, lived, and survived. As much as I bitched about my life, ever.. my mom had it far worse than I ever have.
My other aunt.. only calls me when I'm working on my exam, and expects me to drop everything. I'm usually busy studying all day now, and most of the night. Last night I called her.., at., 1130, after studying for the greater part of about nine hours. She was rude, nasty, and hung up on me.
I have to wonder.. why.. my wonderful mother was taken from me, and these useless pieces of shit are still here. I know they have difficult lives. I've helped them, many times. I've offered to do a business with my aunt the artist.. only to be belitted, abused, have phones slammed on me, etc etc.
Before she died, I promised my mom that I was going to stay in touch with them. I';ve done my best. They, on the other hand, let out all their anger to me, as my aunt the artist, protects her own son, my cousin, from everything, because "He has a job"
My plan now: Avoid them both,. I do not need this shit. Hopefully, I can continue work on my exam, pass it soon, start working in the field, and not have time for them. Then, after their nastiness.. when they don't hear from me, I'll get calls "Why don't you call us".
I know I have to put them out of my mind. The only
thing that matters now is that I finish my studying/test practice, and take my exam.
