My aunt the artist is really getting on my nerves.
She is the extreme hypocrite.. She goes off half cocked, if anyone discusses her past behavior, saying she wants to "Forget about it". Yet, today, she threw up in my face, about a letter my now dead mother.. sent her.. 25 years ago.
Additionally, I told her how upset I am with how my friend Barney is acting, with his "orders" about what I should do, and not considering how I'm busting my ass to pass this exam. When I told her that I wrote him an e-mail expressing my feelings, she became fixated on the e-mail, saying that I "Shouldn't have written to him".
I understand that she's having a lot of problems. She's afraid that her husband may leave her, which would leave her home in peril. However, this is a woman who has bent my ear about the same thing, for the longest time. All because I mentioned how upset I am about how my friend Barney is acting, she said "I can only worry about myself". (Meaning she can only worry about herself.)
Another. joke.. She borrowed.,. $100, from my cousin, her son, to help her with her rent this month. She's fixated on paying him back, because "He doesn't have the money", even though hes far from poor. As I've posted, she took THOUSANDS from my mom and me. Once, when my aunt was being unfair to me, my mom gently pointed out how much of a generous nephew I'd been to my aunt, both emotionally, and financially, but my aunt didn't want to hear it.
Sooo.. due to these developments. I plan to avoid her. She set this rule up that she doesn't want to hear about "Anything that didn't happen currently", but, she can go on and on about herself. The situation I'm angry with Barney at.. happened.. a couple of days ago, and hasn't yet been resolved, because he hasn't contacted me to talk. Yet, she doesn't want to hear it.
Right now I'm just going to focus on my exam. I'm going into the city tomorrow to see my friend Adam. I was going to be on 42nd street, and wanted to see her, but now, forget it.
Oh, and many times.. I offered to help her, with an art sales business, that would benefit all parties. My mom suggested this to her, years ago, when mom and I were still in Market America, at which point I'm sure the company president, and our sponsor, would have helped us, because we were partners then. My aunt refused, saying "She was the artist, and she didn't want anyone else to benefit from her", even if my mom, me, and the MA people were working to benefit all of us. Soooo.. now.. she saddled herself with her own problems.
She never burdens her own son with her problems and attitude, because "He's too busy", but me, who had three plus years of hell until very recently, she can burden, be nasty, selfish, and not give a fuck.
Now, I'm "Busy". I seriously do not want to deal with this shit.
She is the extreme hypocrite.. She goes off half cocked, if anyone discusses her past behavior, saying she wants to "Forget about it". Yet, today, she threw up in my face, about a letter my now dead mother.. sent her.. 25 years ago.
Additionally, I told her how upset I am with how my friend Barney is acting, with his "orders" about what I should do, and not considering how I'm busting my ass to pass this exam. When I told her that I wrote him an e-mail expressing my feelings, she became fixated on the e-mail, saying that I "Shouldn't have written to him".
I understand that she's having a lot of problems. She's afraid that her husband may leave her, which would leave her home in peril. However, this is a woman who has bent my ear about the same thing, for the longest time. All because I mentioned how upset I am about how my friend Barney is acting, she said "I can only worry about myself". (Meaning she can only worry about herself.)
Another. joke.. She borrowed.,. $100, from my cousin, her son, to help her with her rent this month. She's fixated on paying him back, because "He doesn't have the money", even though hes far from poor. As I've posted, she took THOUSANDS from my mom and me. Once, when my aunt was being unfair to me, my mom gently pointed out how much of a generous nephew I'd been to my aunt, both emotionally, and financially, but my aunt didn't want to hear it.
Sooo.. due to these developments. I plan to avoid her. She set this rule up that she doesn't want to hear about "Anything that didn't happen currently", but, she can go on and on about herself. The situation I'm angry with Barney at.. happened.. a couple of days ago, and hasn't yet been resolved, because he hasn't contacted me to talk. Yet, she doesn't want to hear it.
Right now I'm just going to focus on my exam. I'm going into the city tomorrow to see my friend Adam. I was going to be on 42nd street, and wanted to see her, but now, forget it.
Oh, and many times.. I offered to help her, with an art sales business, that would benefit all parties. My mom suggested this to her, years ago, when mom and I were still in Market America, at which point I'm sure the company president, and our sponsor, would have helped us, because we were partners then. My aunt refused, saying "She was the artist, and she didn't want anyone else to benefit from her", even if my mom, me, and the MA people were working to benefit all of us. Soooo.. now.. she saddled herself with her own problems.
She never burdens her own son with her problems and attitude, because "He's too busy", but me, who had three plus years of hell until very recently, she can burden, be nasty, selfish, and not give a fuck.
Now, I'm "Busy". I seriously do not want to deal with this shit.
