I went to the casino today, because, unfortunately, I made a commitment to go to the bday party tomorrow. I lost, and did not do well. I stupidly pumped too much money into the same type of penny slot I won the $1700 on.. "Chasing it", as my mom used to say. It did not work out well. I barely bet horses.
I had really wanted to go to the casino Sunday, to relax myself, before finding out the details of what happens with work when Jay gets back. I would have stayed away from the casino today, until my father mentioned possibly meeting up with my uncle and him on Sunday, if tomorrow goes well.
Bottom line.. I don't need any of this now. The ONLY thing that really matters,.. is officially getting into Aflac. I'm feeling.. jumpy and apprehensive, and really shouldn't be seeing any of these people now.
When I got home today, I went to see Maria, and she calmed me down. She's leaving soon. As to whether we stay in touch after, that remains to be seen.
Barney came up here tonight, and we had dinner. I'm also able to watch Mr Gardner.. It's just..
My father says my uncle "Sends me his congratulations". What BS. Anything my uncle does is fine with my father.
My aunt the artist told me to make every effort to say as little as possible to my uncle at the party tomorrow. I know this: If my uncle is again blatantly rude to me, or says vicious things again like "Don't work in insurance, get your head out of your ass, and go on SSD" like the SOB did in Dec 2012, I'm going to tell both my father and my uncle to lump it for Sunday.
Hopefully the party will be at least calm. We';re going to be there seven hours, a long time. I just want to go, get it over with, , and then return to focusing on the important things in my life, like hopefully proceeding with my career.
I had really wanted to go to the casino Sunday, to relax myself, before finding out the details of what happens with work when Jay gets back. I would have stayed away from the casino today, until my father mentioned possibly meeting up with my uncle and him on Sunday, if tomorrow goes well.
Bottom line.. I don't need any of this now. The ONLY thing that really matters,.. is officially getting into Aflac. I'm feeling.. jumpy and apprehensive, and really shouldn't be seeing any of these people now.
When I got home today, I went to see Maria, and she calmed me down. She's leaving soon. As to whether we stay in touch after, that remains to be seen.
Barney came up here tonight, and we had dinner. I'm also able to watch Mr Gardner.. It's just..
My father says my uncle "Sends me his congratulations". What BS. Anything my uncle does is fine with my father.
My aunt the artist told me to make every effort to say as little as possible to my uncle at the party tomorrow. I know this: If my uncle is again blatantly rude to me, or says vicious things again like "Don't work in insurance, get your head out of your ass, and go on SSD" like the SOB did in Dec 2012, I'm going to tell both my father and my uncle to lump it for Sunday.
Hopefully the party will be at least calm. We';re going to be there seven hours, a long time. I just want to go, get it over with, , and then return to focusing on the important things in my life, like hopefully proceeding with my career.
