I hope this is okay to post..
First, as most who know me, and have seen my signature are aware.. tomorrow is the anniversary of the death of my mom. I'm feeling very sad tonight. I miss my mom terribly.
Now.. as to the background of that story.
Most of us have experiences.. stories about how we got "Into" our fetishes.
For me with the women's feet, as I've posted, it was because my relatives were so fixated on watching my feet, because I walked on my toes in childhood, until having surgery to correct it.
The tickling fetish developed from talking about it with my late pen pal/friend Don Fraser, who died just before I found the TMF, and who I've mentioned on here many times.
Those who know me, are aware of my specific fantasy/fetish, of women getting it from tickling/toe sucking bandits.
As I may have mentioned before, when I was younger, I used to ask every female babysitter to smell their bare feet. Most thought I was a silly kid, so they said yes.
"Rita", the middle aged woman who was the main character in that story, was the one person who stayed with me, who I could not get to do this. I was., 12 at the time. She had claimed she had foot surgery, and didnt want me to touch her feet.
So, this of course, got me frustrated, and I played a couple of intruder games with her, where I would pretend to take her purse, and then quickly do something to her feet through her socks. (Smelling usually).
In spite of this, I hadn't "conquered" Rita, so, over the years, I began having more in depth fantasies of Rita getting it from a foot domination/.toe sucking/ foot tickling bandit.
This, led the whole fantasy to build, into.. things like friend's sisters, and other women I knew, getting it from tickling and toe sucking bandits.
After Rita, I never stayed with anyone, and just used to stay in our house alone, , so any foot or tickling contact I had after that, was just with women I dated/female friends, etc, in normal relationships/friendships, etc.
To this day, I remain convinced that if Rita had let me play with her bare feet, I would have been fulfilled, and the whole "Tickling/Foot Domination Bandit: " fantasy, that has driven me crazy with various women for decades, would have never developed.
I hope this is okay to post. I did it in my blog to avoid major attention. It isnt my intent to "Cause a Stir" so to speak. Maybe, the anniversary of my mom's death. how I'm feeling, and some other things, just caused me to think is all.
Thanks.
First, as most who know me, and have seen my signature are aware.. tomorrow is the anniversary of the death of my mom. I'm feeling very sad tonight. I miss my mom terribly.
Now.. as to the background of that story.
Most of us have experiences.. stories about how we got "Into" our fetishes.
For me with the women's feet, as I've posted, it was because my relatives were so fixated on watching my feet, because I walked on my toes in childhood, until having surgery to correct it.
The tickling fetish developed from talking about it with my late pen pal/friend Don Fraser, who died just before I found the TMF, and who I've mentioned on here many times.
Those who know me, are aware of my specific fantasy/fetish, of women getting it from tickling/toe sucking bandits.
As I may have mentioned before, when I was younger, I used to ask every female babysitter to smell their bare feet. Most thought I was a silly kid, so they said yes.
"Rita", the middle aged woman who was the main character in that story, was the one person who stayed with me, who I could not get to do this. I was., 12 at the time. She had claimed she had foot surgery, and didnt want me to touch her feet.
So, this of course, got me frustrated, and I played a couple of intruder games with her, where I would pretend to take her purse, and then quickly do something to her feet through her socks. (Smelling usually).
In spite of this, I hadn't "conquered" Rita, so, over the years, I began having more in depth fantasies of Rita getting it from a foot domination/.toe sucking/ foot tickling bandit.
This, led the whole fantasy to build, into.. things like friend's sisters, and other women I knew, getting it from tickling and toe sucking bandits.
After Rita, I never stayed with anyone, and just used to stay in our house alone, , so any foot or tickling contact I had after that, was just with women I dated/female friends, etc, in normal relationships/friendships, etc.
To this day, I remain convinced that if Rita had let me play with her bare feet, I would have been fulfilled, and the whole "Tickling/Foot Domination Bandit: " fantasy, that has driven me crazy with various women for decades, would have never developed.
I hope this is okay to post. I did it in my blog to avoid major attention. It isnt my intent to "Cause a Stir" so to speak. Maybe, the anniversary of my mom's death. how I'm feeling, and some other things, just caused me to think is all.
Thanks.
