No I did not have a seizure
I did not have a blackout
I did not even have a dizzy spell. or a migraine.
Since those are my usual conditions that I have.. anyone reading this is probably like.
"Okay, what the hell is wrong, Mitch?"
Simply put, my mind today was just one big blank, and I don't remember anything.
I did my chores, and went out to pick up lunch with a gift card I had from a survey that I do from time to time to save money on food, take out, etc.
When I got home, my Dad's voice was on my voicemail.
He said it was "Nothing urgent"
I still found it very concerning, and unusual because I have not talked to him since Fathers Day.
My Dad told me that he needs back surgery.
I know hes been having trouble with his back for a long time.
I still find the timing a major concern because of Covid, and of course his age.
The surgery is not for a few weeks. He said we will talk before.
When I got off the phone with my Dad. I looked at my survey progress toward my next gift card.
I made a significant amount of progress, that I don't even remember.
I emailed my neurologist. but have not heard from him yet.
I don't know if my mind being blank was from being concerned/upset about my Dad's upcoming surgery, something else really bad that happened yesterday that is not worth posting about because it has not happened yet, or for some other unexplained reason.
I have not had an actual seizure since Feb, which seems like an eternity, just a few migraines.
Yet the complete blank of what seems like so many hours is a concern.
Even though I know its not ethical for a Doctor to say. "You're crazy"
I dont even think I have spoken to my neurologist since the time I cut my face when I had the serious fall in early April.
Now I wait.
I'm going to try to concentrate on my favorite newsman from Philadelphia in a few minutes.
I just know something is not right.
The question is. To what extent.
I did not have a blackout
I did not even have a dizzy spell. or a migraine.
Since those are my usual conditions that I have.. anyone reading this is probably like.
"Okay, what the hell is wrong, Mitch?"
Simply put, my mind today was just one big blank, and I don't remember anything.
I did my chores, and went out to pick up lunch with a gift card I had from a survey that I do from time to time to save money on food, take out, etc.
When I got home, my Dad's voice was on my voicemail.
He said it was "Nothing urgent"
I still found it very concerning, and unusual because I have not talked to him since Fathers Day.
My Dad told me that he needs back surgery.
I know hes been having trouble with his back for a long time.
I still find the timing a major concern because of Covid, and of course his age.
The surgery is not for a few weeks. He said we will talk before.
When I got off the phone with my Dad. I looked at my survey progress toward my next gift card.
I made a significant amount of progress, that I don't even remember.
I emailed my neurologist. but have not heard from him yet.
I don't know if my mind being blank was from being concerned/upset about my Dad's upcoming surgery, something else really bad that happened yesterday that is not worth posting about because it has not happened yet, or for some other unexplained reason.
I have not had an actual seizure since Feb, which seems like an eternity, just a few migraines.
Yet the complete blank of what seems like so many hours is a concern.
Even though I know its not ethical for a Doctor to say. "You're crazy"
I dont even think I have spoken to my neurologist since the time I cut my face when I had the serious fall in early April.
Now I wait.
I'm going to try to concentrate on my favorite newsman from Philadelphia in a few minutes.
I just know something is not right.
The question is. To what extent.
