I had dinner with my father last night. The man is just unreal, and sickening. Things keep getting worse and worse.
As I posted before.. I've been very uptight because my supervisor has been out of town, potentially delaying meetings/signings which might happen.
My father came to dinner last night.. saying "I came here to pick on you". Then proceeded to rip me to shreds. at a time when he just should have kept his mouth shut.
Even though I've been going to "The gym", something I know I should do, but which he badgers me about.. he of course had to rip me "Your workouts aren't really helping you". (A put down just for the sake of it).
As everyone knows, I haven't had a girlfriend for a long time. Something which doesn't even consume me that much considering all the other problems I have. I may have posted how I used to talk to someone on this site for several years. Such ended about four years ago. My father thinks this was my real girlfriend, because I don't feel its his business that I haven't been with someone for over a decade. Last night he had to rip me about that too. "It isn't normal for you not to have been with someone, or had sex for four years, (Instead of the ten plus its really been, which isn't his business). He's one to talk about "normal". "Normal" parents aren't best friends with their relatives and friends who treat their children like shit. "Normal" parents don't keep saying to their son who is hurting over his mother, how they could have put the mother in the street, when the mother suffered, died, and has been in the ground for OVER TWO YEARS.
Then, he said "Marvin", (His friend who told my mom that he didn't care if my mom and me were in the street, when she called him to try and promote a reconciliation between me and my father in the 1990s) always asks about you.". Marvin's lying pig wife made up a ,lie that my mom called her a name, that my mom never did. I've told my dad time and time again that I don't give a fuck about Marvin or his wife, and not to mention them,. No one in Marvin's family even wished me condolences when my mom died. My dad said last night "Marvin always asks about you".
Additionally, I've mentioned how my father's son in law put down Aflac, and asked me how much money I was making with the company, when I asked the son in law for a meeting to discuss insurance. The Aflac people were appalled by this, but my father had an excuse for him too. "Boaz is under a lot of pressure".
Then, my father started picking on me about why I haven't put together the other business I had said I was going to do, before I joined Aflac. To be honest, that was on the back burner. I'm focused on trying to build Aflac. Of course, when I did want to do the other business. before finding Aflac, he and Cheryl put it down, soo.. he's saying about the other business. just to pick at me.
He then said "I don't want to hear about you having a minimum wage job, its not where you start, its where you end up".
After this outburst, something I basically just sat and listened to, because I'm emotionally drained.. from all the restrictions at Aflac.. he said to me "I expect that when you get home, you're not going to send me a nasty email, and its been a pleasure".
First off, I have no reason to believe that the 100 plus man law firm that he claims he has for us.. will happen. Either the meeting wont happen, because hes lying, and it isn't real.. or.. Aflac will reject them.. or the law firm wont want us.
I came home, and for the past 24 hours, I've been sick as a dog.
I don't know what would get me out of this. Between the difficulties of the insurance business, and the restrictions of Aflac.. it seems highly unlikely that I'm going to sign the one big client I need.. to be free of him.
He also, of course, ripped my mom, blaming her for where my life is.. instead of blaming himself.,. for not giving a shit about my graduate education.. or for leaving my complex 100 page a year taxes undone intentionally.
All in all its just a nightmare. If Mitch could have his way. I'd love to get that one.. 100 man client myself.. make a ton of money, pay him back every penny he laid out for me the last two years, and either tell him to go fuck himself.. or tell him to give me a list of why we should remain together. Chances are, there aren't many reasons.
My aunts are their usual selves too. We have an agreement that I can tell them about new incidents he does to upset me, but when I told them today about his behavior last night, they said "It's the same old story".
My father is also a major league hypocrite. I've posted how my friend Barney hasn't been nice to me lately, arrogant. My father told me to distance myself from, or end the friendship with Barney, yet justifies everyone, like my uncle, or his friend Marvin, who treat me like shit.
I don't expect any of this will ever get any better.
As I posted before.. I've been very uptight because my supervisor has been out of town, potentially delaying meetings/signings which might happen.
My father came to dinner last night.. saying "I came here to pick on you". Then proceeded to rip me to shreds. at a time when he just should have kept his mouth shut.
Even though I've been going to "The gym", something I know I should do, but which he badgers me about.. he of course had to rip me "Your workouts aren't really helping you". (A put down just for the sake of it).
As everyone knows, I haven't had a girlfriend for a long time. Something which doesn't even consume me that much considering all the other problems I have. I may have posted how I used to talk to someone on this site for several years. Such ended about four years ago. My father thinks this was my real girlfriend, because I don't feel its his business that I haven't been with someone for over a decade. Last night he had to rip me about that too. "It isn't normal for you not to have been with someone, or had sex for four years, (Instead of the ten plus its really been, which isn't his business). He's one to talk about "normal". "Normal" parents aren't best friends with their relatives and friends who treat their children like shit. "Normal" parents don't keep saying to their son who is hurting over his mother, how they could have put the mother in the street, when the mother suffered, died, and has been in the ground for OVER TWO YEARS.
Then, he said "Marvin", (His friend who told my mom that he didn't care if my mom and me were in the street, when she called him to try and promote a reconciliation between me and my father in the 1990s) always asks about you.". Marvin's lying pig wife made up a ,lie that my mom called her a name, that my mom never did. I've told my dad time and time again that I don't give a fuck about Marvin or his wife, and not to mention them,. No one in Marvin's family even wished me condolences when my mom died. My dad said last night "Marvin always asks about you".
Additionally, I've mentioned how my father's son in law put down Aflac, and asked me how much money I was making with the company, when I asked the son in law for a meeting to discuss insurance. The Aflac people were appalled by this, but my father had an excuse for him too. "Boaz is under a lot of pressure".
Then, my father started picking on me about why I haven't put together the other business I had said I was going to do, before I joined Aflac. To be honest, that was on the back burner. I'm focused on trying to build Aflac. Of course, when I did want to do the other business. before finding Aflac, he and Cheryl put it down, soo.. he's saying about the other business. just to pick at me.
He then said "I don't want to hear about you having a minimum wage job, its not where you start, its where you end up".
After this outburst, something I basically just sat and listened to, because I'm emotionally drained.. from all the restrictions at Aflac.. he said to me "I expect that when you get home, you're not going to send me a nasty email, and its been a pleasure".
First off, I have no reason to believe that the 100 plus man law firm that he claims he has for us.. will happen. Either the meeting wont happen, because hes lying, and it isn't real.. or.. Aflac will reject them.. or the law firm wont want us.
I came home, and for the past 24 hours, I've been sick as a dog.
I don't know what would get me out of this. Between the difficulties of the insurance business, and the restrictions of Aflac.. it seems highly unlikely that I'm going to sign the one big client I need.. to be free of him.
He also, of course, ripped my mom, blaming her for where my life is.. instead of blaming himself.,. for not giving a shit about my graduate education.. or for leaving my complex 100 page a year taxes undone intentionally.
All in all its just a nightmare. If Mitch could have his way. I'd love to get that one.. 100 man client myself.. make a ton of money, pay him back every penny he laid out for me the last two years, and either tell him to go fuck himself.. or tell him to give me a list of why we should remain together. Chances are, there aren't many reasons.
My aunts are their usual selves too. We have an agreement that I can tell them about new incidents he does to upset me, but when I told them today about his behavior last night, they said "It's the same old story".
My father is also a major league hypocrite. I've posted how my friend Barney hasn't been nice to me lately, arrogant. My father told me to distance myself from, or end the friendship with Barney, yet justifies everyone, like my uncle, or his friend Marvin, who treat me like shit.
I don't expect any of this will ever get any better.
