Do I stay or do I go?

Conflicted lately about staying or backing off from here. This place really feeds my budding addiction. A never ending supply of dealers eagerly waiting to tie me off and give me my next fix.

Finding a ler close to me is my goal so i can be tickled anytime I'm jonesn; though that may exacerbate my plight, rather than satiate the hunger. It consumes me as do the men who are as fixated on me as I am on them.

This can't end well...