Doctors.

I have to make an appointment to see my doctor. I am so sick of doctors I could die. I do not hate doctors but this family has seen enough of them. I hate having anxiety issues. Anxiety was never a word I had in my Vocab! My mother told me it was natural and I should see the doctor. It is not natural for me. I am not an anxious person. Nothing ever bothered me before. I just feel like running until I end up somewhere else. I hate feeling that way but I do sometimes. My family is in pain and I have to take care of them. So, I have to take care of myself first. I am hoping the doctor can give me something to knock the edge off. My heart has not stopped racing since it started thismorning. Have any of you all had anxiety issues? Am I the only one that has it this bad? I feel like a putz. I am so glad I have this place to come and joke with wonderful people.
Thanks for listening to me rant like an idiot. Love you all!