I'm going to put this in my blog, so it doesnt cause a stir in the main forum.
Now that I've had three days to think about the betrayal on Facebook.
While some people on this forum say that I "asked for it" by sharing personal information here.
I've seen some people who share EVERY detail of their lives on Facebook.
I've also seen a few people on Facebook who are basically "strippers"..and some of them are like
"Oh, I'm going to be performing at this Go-Go place tonight, etc".
I share very little of my personal life on Facebook.
For the simple reason that I dont want to betray the family members/friends in real life/business people, on Facebook, by divulging private conversations I had with them,which might make them uncomfortable if their family and friends knew about it.
Whatever goes on between myself, and those people is private between us.
That's why I stand by my assertion that whoever on this forum did that to me.. whoever you are.
You are lower than low.
Most of the time, I accepted friendship requests for the purpose of talking about politics, baseball, etc, to try and expand my social horizons in vanilla life.
It's pathetic, that because of one vicious, miserable troll.
(Very sorry if that's a "personal attack")
I now have to be much more discretionary about who I have fun discussion with.
How I really feel.. in my heart and soul.
Considering the fact that this happened to me, twice.. in the most vicious manner.
My first inclination would be to, "Pack it in" with the forum
The expression, "Pack it in" is one I've picked up from someone I've known for a long time.
Just leave after fourteen years, and never come back.
The fact that I have had/still do have such history, and good times with people on this forum, who I know are my friends, so much so that I have more positive history with many people on this forum, then I do with members of my own family.
Such makes doing so, and just leaving, very, very difficult to do.
After this parasite friended me, they proceeded to make several posts in rapid fire succession, following me around, and linking me to this site.
Which shows exactly what their intent was.
The people in my real life, who do know that I belong to this forum,.
Are encouraging me to leave, and to never come back.
Even if I was.. a millionaire, and had never taken one cent from my father.
I would never go on Facebook, and post.
"By the way, my father and I .. had this dispute. and he said and did this, that, and the other thing".
To humiliate him, and to make myself look like a complete fucking asshole.
I looked back at some posts I made several years ago, and when I was dealing with my mom;s illness all alone, and felt deserted by my father. I made some unwise posts back then, and have changed my actions, and dont do so anymore.
I dont know what/if would be the breaking point for me to leave.
1. Banned from messaging women"
2, Now viciously humiliated on Facebook, twice.
Then I start to think.
WHY do I stay.?
Is it, the long history I have here?
or.
Is it.. a negative addiction, that I cant get rid of.
Some people are addicted to abuse, and while some people might not consider what happened to me with whoever the asshole was who humiliated me on Facebook, to be "rape", it certainly was abuse.
Since this is in the blog, and not the main forum, hopefully it wont cause as much of a stir as the other thread did.
These are my true feelings..
And once again.. to the person who did that on Facebook.
You are subhuman.
Now that I've had three days to think about the betrayal on Facebook.
While some people on this forum say that I "asked for it" by sharing personal information here.
I've seen some people who share EVERY detail of their lives on Facebook.
I've also seen a few people on Facebook who are basically "strippers"..and some of them are like
"Oh, I'm going to be performing at this Go-Go place tonight, etc".
I share very little of my personal life on Facebook.
For the simple reason that I dont want to betray the family members/friends in real life/business people, on Facebook, by divulging private conversations I had with them,which might make them uncomfortable if their family and friends knew about it.
Whatever goes on between myself, and those people is private between us.
That's why I stand by my assertion that whoever on this forum did that to me.. whoever you are.
You are lower than low.
Most of the time, I accepted friendship requests for the purpose of talking about politics, baseball, etc, to try and expand my social horizons in vanilla life.
It's pathetic, that because of one vicious, miserable troll.
(Very sorry if that's a "personal attack")
I now have to be much more discretionary about who I have fun discussion with.
How I really feel.. in my heart and soul.
Considering the fact that this happened to me, twice.. in the most vicious manner.
My first inclination would be to, "Pack it in" with the forum
The expression, "Pack it in" is one I've picked up from someone I've known for a long time.
Just leave after fourteen years, and never come back.
The fact that I have had/still do have such history, and good times with people on this forum, who I know are my friends, so much so that I have more positive history with many people on this forum, then I do with members of my own family.
Such makes doing so, and just leaving, very, very difficult to do.
After this parasite friended me, they proceeded to make several posts in rapid fire succession, following me around, and linking me to this site.
Which shows exactly what their intent was.
The people in my real life, who do know that I belong to this forum,.
Are encouraging me to leave, and to never come back.
Even if I was.. a millionaire, and had never taken one cent from my father.
I would never go on Facebook, and post.
"By the way, my father and I .. had this dispute. and he said and did this, that, and the other thing".
To humiliate him, and to make myself look like a complete fucking asshole.
I looked back at some posts I made several years ago, and when I was dealing with my mom;s illness all alone, and felt deserted by my father. I made some unwise posts back then, and have changed my actions, and dont do so anymore.
I dont know what/if would be the breaking point for me to leave.
1. Banned from messaging women"
2, Now viciously humiliated on Facebook, twice.
Then I start to think.
WHY do I stay.?
Is it, the long history I have here?
or.
Is it.. a negative addiction, that I cant get rid of.
Some people are addicted to abuse, and while some people might not consider what happened to me with whoever the asshole was who humiliated me on Facebook, to be "rape", it certainly was abuse.
Since this is in the blog, and not the main forum, hopefully it wont cause as much of a stir as the other thread did.
These are my true feelings..
And once again.. to the person who did that on Facebook.
You are subhuman.
